babies on board:)

special letter

2010-07-14T09:52:00.000-07:00

I really hope everything will turn out fine, and put everything in God's hands.

Now is like past midnight, but dont worry, I will be done soon.
Actually I think i need a counsellor to talk to. I really think I have problems, like seriously serious.

Dear John is a nice book. Everyone should go get it.

I hope we are not clinging onto something that at the end of the day, it turns out to be nothing. Hopefully the answers are what we want, and be satisfied with God's plan.

Thanks for everything, even in the end it turns out to be nothing.

This is specially for you, if you ever get to see it.
I promise you I will wait, hopefully you too.

God's work
12.57 AM
15/07

Heyyy!

2010-06-19T00:41:00.000-07:00

Lol, I realize if use phone to blog must write under HTML.

Helllllooooooooooo~~~~ I'm back from a long long holiday.
I wish now it's the December holidays where Im done with my A's
and have fun like no one's business but sadly now it's not the dec holidays
but the JUNE holidays wahahahaha:) in mj, June holidays not holidays for
us to play, it's for us to study. Well, I guess it's the same for everyone haha,
including boss and uncle:)

Met up with them not too long ago:) really had a lot if fun time:)
can you guys imagine what an airport us for? It's for ppl to play
badminton-.- wow. That day when we went to t2 galati to do some
work, wah piang, got a group of kids play badminton there-.-
parents even use trolley as bag carrier. Haiyoh. Boss and I were arguing
whether they are gng to board the plane or what, but then their dressing
don't look like they are gng holiday. Aiyah, oh well. This is one o the amazing
things that Singaporeans can do! LOL.

Ah, this Darwin finally coming anck from London after his A's. Like wow finally!
Forever one leh he, stay in London dunno do what- stare at girls? Bully ppl?
Or I know! Learn sick stuff! Tsk tsk. See lah ppl, Now Darwin bad influence alrdy
ah, all of 4/1 ppl beware!!! Hahaha!

Actually I miss everyone. Ranging frm pri sch friends to jc. Truthfully, even the girls.
Been through a lot a lot in jc, and one will never understand me unless they themselves
go through as well. Hopefully by the end of the year everything will be fine, because I want
to leave mj with only wonderful and beautiful memories but not ones that will hurt and bring
sorrow.

Actually I'm a petty person. Only you know and I know.

Thank God for everything:)

PS: Darwin, I want iPhone 4g! Thanks!

Study hard! Love ya:)

3.57pm,

tomorrow will be a better day

2010-02-09T04:49:00.001-08:00

times are hard, but then no matter what, going to carry on.

regardless whether isit studies, cca, friends and etc etc, hold on and know that God is with me.

YAY~

ooooooh~

so much things to say, but too lazy to type.

maybe i can start talking to myself :X!

sometimes things go really really wrong, and im in such a dilemma that i dont even know how to tackle.

sulks*

maybe, tomorrow will be a better day for all of us (hope so)

THIS IS SUPER BAD, WHATS WRONG NOW WITH ME?!

maybe i should change?

wait, but firstly, whats the problem?!

such a horrible post.

for me to know,

PS: you dont need to find out :X

I pray to You

that everything is right

9 Feb 2010

8.53PM

we are together for a reason: LOVE

2010-01-22T04:40:00.000-08:00

oooohhh~

1 week past so quickly! HAHAHA.

yeah, so, lots of things to be done! 2 tests next week!

plus, the following week is orientation weeeeeeek HAISSSSS.

miss all the long days lessons siannn ahhh siannnnn.

ohhh welll :)

lots of things happened this week so i would like to type it down here~

well, typing isnt as emotional as writing, it seems to me. as in, i cant feel at all, sort of.

but yeah, since writing takes up more time, so im typing now~

it seems that things arent going right now.

'A moment of delight, a lifetime of agony'

HOW TRUE IS THAT!

yeah, sort of. kinda experiencing now and it sucks to the core.

so im leaving, slowly.

im sorry, because im such a petty person, that sometimes i cant even stand myself for this particular weakness of mine.

maybe if things change for the better i will return back to your side?

'Love thine enemy'

but how to, when you dont receive my love?

ARGH. in such a dilemma.

in the past, nothing like this had daunt me from moving forward.

i hope i cant, when circumstances arises.

anyway, these few days were crazy.

a lot of haywire matters and ARGH. oh well, thats life!

hope i can pass through all these trouble:)

thank you God

ooooohh~

tomorrow got daisy tan carnival!

actually i dunno if im umpiring a not lehhh, but then i better go bring my whistle! i hope i remember to ask netball organization why i dont have my practical test yetttt!

2 is better than 1, so now im asking, is 6 better than 7?

january is coming to an end. how fast is time!?!?

i never know how to get angry again until now,

because you took my anger and wrath in the past.

now you are giving it all back to

me.

22 january 2010

8.51 PM

Love is the greatest

2010-01-09T10:23:00.000-08:00

i think its more than a month since i last posted something, haha.

holidays are soon to be over. just another few hours or so, it will be monday and i will be stepping into school, being a year older, and having more responsibilities towards my studies.

for this year's resolution, its going to be sweet and simple.

simply said, its going to be FUN, NICE, JOYFUL, LOVABLE, and TIRED.

well, the last one will be experienced maybe during june? haha. yeah, guess so.

i hope that after dropping one subject will help me, really.

good luck for those taking 4 h2! you can do it! the reason why u all can continue pursuing 4 h2 is because you can do it, and the promos showed it all!

as for those who dropped to a h1 subject like me, regardless whether you dropped econs, chem or physics, no fear! it doesnt mean that dropping is a bad thing! it means that our burden is lessen and we have more time to digest stuff!

so for those taking A levels this year,

WE CAN DO IT!

sometimes, when we are tired, what we can do is to take breaks :)

everyone take care of health! :D

well, hope this year will be nice :)

smooth sailing hahaha.

actually im not so into school reopening.

LOL.

ask me why~

HAHAHA!

but im sure 2010 will be a great year.

or maybe, as good as 2008 :D

the fun and joy, well, hope to be able to experience it again :D

haha, the reason why i typed in my blog this time is because i saw the note that john wrote for TENDAYS and i felt a big pang on me and made me want to write something back to everyone :)

Thank you TENDAYS for bringing joy and laughter everyday of my life since sec 3. Till now, i can feel every single tinge of laughter and love that you all showered for everyone. Being the youngest is so good afterall, with everyone giving me all the attention and concern, and i really love it. That's why i love you all so much, and appreciate what you all have done for me.

Thank you especially to uncle, john, cally and jesslyn who made my days in school more meaningful and worthwhile. Even though uncle is in a different school as us, but the occassional chats over phones are the best! haha! i will never get tired of it! HAHA! but now must cut down! HAHAHA! As for john, you made my school days FUN and PW days even FUN-NER! It's quite surprising and thankful that i have got you throughout my whole of JC1 time in class and in PW. I really think i spent more time with you in 2009 than in 2008! HAHA! Thank you jesslyn and cally for the encouragement and concern and even the love you have given me! I've never thought that i will encounter such matters in my life too! However, thank God that i have got you both, supporting me through my sad times. Really thankful. Thank you for everything :)

Your concerns are the best to my ears in times of need. Really, so when you girls need help in anything or have any problems, just tell me! :) i can lend you my shoulders and ears to listen! :D

as for rach, my dear, ah siao, chengwei and hyder, i love you all too. i didnt forget you all :) as what john said, i hope we can stay strong together as TENDAYS and not lose contact with each other. I'm so afraid that because of our different holidays, we cant meet up and then we will lose contact! So, hope that the next gathering, there will be all of us there! :D

To kexin and hongye, you both are the best! :) always come for gathering! <3>3

ONE FOR ALL, AND ALL FOUR ONE!

i love you all <3<3!

Monday is school reopening and release of O levels result.

HAHA! hope our juniors can do well! :D

good luck yeow boon! :)

Thank God for everything wonderful incidents, people and challenges you have given to me, to my life.

I've only got FOREVER,

and FOREVER is fine

9th Jan 2010

6.54 PM

when life gets harder, lean on me

2009-12-07T09:52:00.000-08:00

WEEEE~

its been a longggg time since i come to blogspot.

tonight felt too good, so here i am, typingg, haha.

now is like the 2nd week of dec alrdy!

ZZZ! so fast! like seriously serious! haha!

a lot of things happened, many many.

well, let's get on to the recent stuff!

went for standard chartered race as volunteer for kids dash.

super nice.

get to see all the kids and stuff :)

all sooo cute HAHAHAHA.

earn some chinks and im berrry happy.

before that went to watch new moon, which totally BOOOOOO okay.

damn boring.

im quite happy that i saved my money in twilight, and im not going to watch any other EDWARD CULLEN/ JACOB BLACK/ BELLA SWAN movie anymoreeeee! (even though i love JB LAH) but then its very boring, serious.

anyway, before that went for OGL camp.

well, i must say that its okay and fun, but not as nice compared to other camps that ive been before.

(i think the leader's camp in sec 3 was the best hahaha!)

but anyway, good, cause got games that will totally soak you from head to toe lahhh! HAHAHA.

damn good! :)

celebrated grandma's birthday and together with mine, HAHAHA.

then got sushi somemore yum yum :)

lots of happy and unhappy stuff lah.

sometimes i think im a little dumb/short tempered.

but then what's done is done, what can i do?

sometimes i also think im like a substitute.

sometimes i feel bad for what ive done. felt guilty and felt like its not supposed to be that way, but then i cant take it back.

sometimes i am very worried there's something called karma.

OHHH~

ive got netball test on friday.

have to read the rule book from cover to cover, pro a not? ^^

HAHAHA.

a great thank you to all who showered love, care and concern and even encouragement along the tedious and sometimes hard-to-cope way!

really thank you sooo much.

greatly touched and looveeeeeed.

to make it

happen

8 dec 2009

2.01 AM

when two becomes one

2009-10-25T07:50:00.000-07:00

the seniors wanted a netball match with juniors.

but its so hard to make a time. LOL

i just found out i end school at 4 plus on tuesday :X

like that how to have match? :/

arrrrghhh. nahmind i think of a wayyy.

sighs.

i look at the timetable for nov.

makes me saddddd.

hais.

the white piece of paper is still blank.

why?

cause i cant bear to even write my name down.

SHEEEEZZZZTTTT.

im so dead.

LALALALA

tomorrow gng to have breakfast with brothers and honeys haha.

LIKE LOVE AND EVERYTHINGGGGG.

and tomorrow got trainingggggggg.

hais.

good thing is can become slimmer cause all my fats will be gone.

bad thing is i too long never train i find myself damn weakkkk. ARGH.

ive got no ideaaaa what to dooooo for the netball thing with juniors ahhhh!

i just felt like pushing the whole thing to hafizah and ask her to ask teacher LOL.

cause it seems i tues cannot LOL :X

dont tell me im dependent on you hor.

scared

now.

falling down;

picking up.

10.56 PM

25 Oct 2009

hold me now

2009-10-24T03:57:00.000-07:00

i think im a pig.

cause i slept for 16 hours yesterday.

LOL.

from 930 PM yesterday to 130 PM today.

I BROKE MY OWN RECORD! LOL.

well, i heard from ivan that the NIKE thing was fun! hahaha!

walaooo, got so much freebies, so who's the auntie huh? HAHAHA! JOKE LAH! :)

well, it was cool for the guys, can go play pool lah, have bonding session etc, so COOL! :)

well, im here to say that

the sun's setting and i have been surviving today for only 6 hours?

cool babe! :)

im not sure if thats the answer.

(L)

7.01 PM

24 Oct 2009

at the diverging point

2009-10-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

we
have
to
be
separated.

WHY?
i dont want.
it makes me feel super sad and i dont want to.
so much bonding, so much tears, laughter and joy, must it go to an end?
i dont know, really, ive got no idea.
i dont want all of us to go our seperate ways.
if u ask me to take the form with the class around me, i will tell you i cant bear to even write down my own name.

W
H
Y

let go, or not.
either way, it will be miserable.
mr teo said its part and parcel of life.
but
i cant bear to.
how can someone bear to?

im super confused now.
my heart's in a twirl.
my mind's in a mess.
ive got no idea. i dont know wad to do.

and my heart aches.

this is such a sucky post.
i hope i havent made a wrong decision, really.
im taking the form tomorrow, and ive got a week to decide.

what to do now?
to think and think and think.

sometimes i ask myself why did i choose this combi, but then i found out its all worthwhile cause i met coolest class and gfs and brothers that i will love forever.

ANYWAY, HAPPY BITHDAY YU SHUI HAHAHA! :)

twitter like birds,
a language that only you and i know.
11.29 PM
21 October 2009

we love to dream.

2009-10-17T02:09:00.000-07:00

almost done with wrrrrrrr, hehehe.

but now got OP.

veryyyyy sian lehhh.

now i like dont have the energy to do OP alrdy.

PLUS, 2 nov got chinese A levels zzzz.

look at my chinese results for promos i want to vomit blood already, and im quite worried LOL.

JOKE-ster -.-!

now i dont even know can promote a not zzzz!

dunno should drop to H1 phy or wad.

maybe i should go HTHT with mr teo? HAHAHA!

tues lah~

haiyohhhh!

sad lifeeeeee.

nothing to grumble about.

actually im quite happy lah.

as in, like, even though there are some mugging time, but then we still play like crazy hahaha.

play and mug, hahaha! :)

LOVE.

TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE BABE! :)

LOL.

depends lah, hahaha.

cross out all those distractions! HAHAHA.

PS: ive got 20 TIMES magazines untouched zzzzz.

siannnn.

fullstop.

17 Oct 2009

5.27 PM

together forever

2009-10-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

WEEE~~

exams are finally over baby!

so yesterday after maths paper, we went miron's house to bbq. HAHAHA!

first person who was wanted to be thrown into the pool was NIGEL WAHAHAHA!

soon and chow wanted to throw him into the pool haha! LOL!

09S108's first bbq!

we can organise more stuff man! hehehe :)

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE.

HTHT, yes ah! haha! :)

somehow, ivan and tingwei almost became a girl HAHA! LOL!

chalet on nov leh.

but then its on thur and next day there's sch.

so how how how?

and our class shirt!

have to make one asap! HAHAHA!

haji lane like got nothing that catches mum's eyes.

told her those things will not suit her, then she still wanted to go, haiyoh! GAGAGA!

IM SO SORRY JOKE!

well, fell alseep yesterday night with my com on, so i was like practically online till 5am ZZZZZZZZ

SORRRRYYY!!!!!

couldnt wake up till 11 today. :X

today got mambooooo jumboooooo but not going lol.

haha!

hope those people have fun there! :)

tomorrow want go bowl leh.

my hands itchy for a bowling challenge.

anyone wants to take me on? WAHAHAHA!

i dont feel happy alright.

i feel sad lah! ZZZZZZ

just dance

4.49 PM

6 october 2009

we will be trying

2009-10-02T17:42:00.000-07:00

MATHSSSSS ONNNNN MONDAYYYYYYY!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

ZZZZZZZZ.

scared scared scared.

yesterday went to lepak with class.

seoul garden yum yum.

i think ive grown fatter by 50 kg? GAGAGA.

there's this guy at the bowling alley who bowls like a criket player HAHAHAHA.

JOKE LAH HE. :D:D:D:D

after monday, it will be finally over.

3 hours of maths paper, my bum will numb, hais.

monday maybe going miron's house bbq? hahaha.

yes ah! :)

orchard, off we go~~

those taking bio like very sian leh.

3 hours of maths and then later 3 hours of bio. wah piang!

LOL.

only until yesterday then i found out what's 'xoxo'

it's kiss hug kiss hug or hug kiss hug kiss lah.

WALAO! why i dunno!

ZZZZZZ

OMG! i dreamt of something wierd today!

lols.

so unrealistic thing lah, lol.

WILL NOT COME TRUE ONE LOL.

i think.

okay, goodbye! :)

sneezes*

UNCLE'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW HAHAHAHA!

carry on walking, babe

3 october 2009

so we are counting as the days go by.

2009-10-01T02:55:00.000-07:00

three down, and tomorrow is chinese.

hope and pray nothing goes wrong yeah?

i got back my zuo wen and i got 39, and i am supposed to be jumping up and down already, zzzzzz.

what a good grade -.-

so now im taking a little time here typing to youuuu~~

i spent 2 hours doing nothing so slap me.

okay, i downloaded skype which i dunno if it will be fun to use.

WTS, i dun even know what is it man.

i know can webcam, or else my webby is not put to good use. resources not fully utilised.

DANG, MACRO.

it sucks.

i cant do, zzzzzz.

and i didnt study ageing population leh! walaooo!

nahmind.

okay, here to just say

SKYPE IS SO TOUGH TO USE.

those who know how to use teach me this noob okay! GAGAGA.

lalala~~~

hope everything stays well!

monday got maths. dadadadangggggg..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STELLA! HAHAHAHA

PS: tomorrow is my handsome boss's birthday hehehe :)

4th is uncle's HAHAHHAA.

21st is yu shui hahaha! LOL ;>

we will move on

together.

1st october 2009

as your fingers run through those piano keys

2009-09-26T18:32:00.000-07:00

AIIIYEEEEE~~

PROMOS STARTING ON WEDNESDAYYY!!

actually it has already started lah.
yesterday was gp. ARGH.

upcoming wednesday will be chem, then physics and econs on the same day which i dont know how i will study, and then chinese on friday.
WHY THEY PUT CHINESE ON FRIDAY SO LAME.
maybe they were thinking if they put physics/econs with chinese, we will have little time to study what's going to be tested on friday.
haiyah, maybe that's a good choice- to put econs and phy today, so after thursday can lepak a bit, hahaha! :)
then the following monday will be maths. hais.
then the next few days will be chinese, pw, chinese, pw, chinese, pw.

OH MY, PW.
:/
UNCLE, DONT WORRY LAH, u can do well in your pw one lah! dont worry so much okay!
:>

anyway, im here just to say that
I CUT MY FINGER LAST NIGHT. zzzzzzz
sulks.

OHHHH~~

F1!

i remembered rooting for massa last year on a november, 'cause the next day was chem O level MCQ!
but now massa's injured and is not in the F1 race this time round, so im rooting for his partner, RAIKKONEN (correct spelling?) and JANSEN BUTTONSSS!
WOOOO~~
buttons sooooo hotttt~
but got gf already!
he gf super prettttttyyyy can?!?!?!
HAHAHA! :)

okay, buttons go go go! :)
raikkonen also cannot win!
hamilton.. errr... although he get good spot today for the race, but well, we shall see how the race goes, baby!
HEHEHEHE :D

ohhh! hope we are in the NIKE HUMAN RACE volunteer thing!
pretty please!

sometimes i think i suck like shit.
what im not supposed to say, i said it.
and on the contrary, what im not supposed to say, i said them.
but, confirm, i wont say important things about you lah, really.
dont worry :):)

PS: uncle and boss birthday coming! hahaha
stella also! CHILDREN'S DAY LEH, so xing fu! haha! :)
EH BOSS, go your house ah, HAHAHA.
one day during the holidays we will go! YAY! :)

across the waters, across the deep blue ocean~~
under the open skies, oh my, baby im trying~~
WEEEEE~!

27 September 2009

a piece of you deep down in heart.

2009-09-19T07:30:00.000-07:00

im chewing on coke mentos, yum yum.

and im just done with my wr hehehe.

now im waiting for things to happen! (actually nothing is going to happen)

GOOD HOOOOODY!!!

1 more week to GP exam OMG.

then 30 sept is the start of PROMOS. ZZZZZZZ

scarrry!

super scared.

ARGH.

im left with a lot a lot of topics.

Maths lah, physics lah, econs and chem.

mati, mati.

then im still here typing. hais. whats this!

i wanted to say something!

oh yah! i remembered!

yesterday i dreamt of being in london (!!!), and i was at some pub or something.

then suddenly it changed to a wide parameter of green field with a lot of people having picnic and studying as well. it seems so real, cause i think thats the studying style there as well haha.

then night came and i sat at the green field gazing at the stars.

YAH, WITH YOU. (lol)

then, suddenly santa was flying in the sky with his reindeer and seigh.

HAHAHA!

i made a wish too!

hope it comes true! :)

ive been dreaming sooooo much nowadays.

not that its not good.

ive been sleeping at 10 plus everyday, then the next day i will be super tired still!

JETLAG AH HUH! JOKE!

hais.

there's J1 bash.

MAMBO JUMBOOO!

but not going, hais.

tweet.

enddd! :)

i want to go sleep!

why arent you coming back sooner?

santa and you.

19 Sept 2009

10.42 pm

to L we shall go.

2009-09-04T04:41:00.000-07:00

OKAY SO TELL ME WADS WRONG WITH BLOGGER?!
cannot be my computer got problem right, OMGGG.
WHY WHY WHY?!
im going crazyyy! :(

im going to play with paint tonight.
cause ivan said my pictures very very screwed. LOL.
so i am going to figure out how to use paint and photoshop. (okay lah, also have to try microsoft word cause i also duno how to use, dang.)

YES AH! finaly fb can upload my pictures successfully!
those few days lept on trying but to no avail. LOL.
HAHAHA!
IM A HAPPY GIRLL! :)
hehehe.
so now its tagging time, baby! :)

I WANT TO GO TOMORROWWWWW.
pretty please? :(
(ive got an idea. i want to take neoprints) LOL.
sorry, so random. LOL.

I AM DAMN SCARED INTERNET/ LAPPY LAG THEN THE PICTURES ALL NO MORE ZZZZZZ.
GOOD. HOPE IT ALLLL GOES WELL, HEHEHE.

the more i see you,
the more angry i will be,
and the more silly things i will do.
so what i could do was to just imagine that you are not there at all.
WOW. LOL.

anyway, MUSCULAR MANLY MOTHERLY AND MY MOTIVATION (-.-) can go be a farmer.
roast his corn and crops in his fireplace. JOKEEE!
and today we celebrated tingwei's birthday! HAHAHA
he kena tao pok! HAHAHA! nice one!
hope you like the present and HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :)

i will miss you, really.
cause i will be soooo long later that i can see you again.

L
O
V
E

HEHEHE.

4 Sept 2009

just leaving like this.

2009-08-31T06:47:00.000-07:00

ohhhhh, tweet tweet!

FINALLY DION AND DARWIN ARE BACK!

(wide smile)

HAHAHA!

MISS THEM SO MUCH, seriously serious.

the sight of them was soooooooo, touchy. LOL.

(sorry ah, when you are sad, there's just an indescribable feeeeeeling of sadness overwhelming, so dunno wad word to use to express.) LOL.

DEARRRRR! I MISSSS YOUUU!

1000000 hugs are not enough! :(

after that went to ECP, with the intention of eating WARAKU.

but then cause we were dragging our feet there, we didnt get to eat it.

(it was closed at 2.30 and we were there at 3.15) LOL. JOKEEEE!

anyway, kind of disappointed and was feeling bad for dion and darwin cause i was super duper sure that they were angryyyy. ROAR.

eh, dont leh! :(

in the end went aston's eat, haha.

yum yum~

then walked back to ECP for a bowl and i was LAST AGAIN.

i was so sure that that time when we went Ehub for bowling and to celebrate min^2's birthday was tyco!

i lost all my bowling skills leh, saddddd! :(

(okay lah, cause that time miron help. LOL! )

so we had a class party in school for our teachers hahahaa.

the chips that i bought for the class were untouched :(

tsk tsk.

then i had to carry them home with meeeee, grrrrr~

MIRON GOH CAN JUST SING THE WHOLE SONG HIMSELF CAUSE HIS SINGING SUPER GOOOOOOD CAN!

anyway, chow should focus on his chords more and not be a joke again! HAHAHA!

JOKE LAH HIM HAHAHA.

shephard's pie was yum yum, and i want to have more, thanks ah hahaha!

and soon chuen's own baked choco cake was marvellous too.

wait did he like baked that himself, seriously?

but anyway that was really nice. the chocolate dam good.

ITS GOOD STUFF. WEEEEE~

Promos is coming in 25 days.

OMGHSKJDNSDNSNDKSNDKSNDDD

dying dying dying!

siang kiat and marcus were like talking to me in fb and its going to become fb-msn! HAHAHA!

okayyyy!

got to go now.

oh, please roast me.

ive not done anything at all during the holidays.

*&*&%^RG&^R%^$%*&

ZZZZZZZ.

you turned around

and continued walking.

what shall i do?

]

8.45 PM

if we have a time machine

2009-08-20T05:23:00.000-07:00

DO YOU LIKE HAVE A KNIFE NOW OR SOMETHING?

IF U HAVE PLEASE TAKE IT OUT,

HOLD IT TIGHT,

AIM AT MY HEART,

AND STAB RIGHT STRAIGHT IN!

ARGH! what's wrong with me?!

PHY SPA IS LIKE CRAP.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

this is superrrrrrrr bad alright!

tsk.

luckily girlfriends all with me!

HEHEHE.

now i pray, hope and want monday to come asap.

really.

anyway, i forgot when is hongliang's birthday,

cause, its either 20, 21, 22 or 24.

I FORGOT.

everytime -.-

SO SORRRRRRY.

AND YES AH!

ITS TODAYYYY! hahaha!

luckily managed to wish him hahaha! :D

okokay, anyway, here to grumble about the PHY SPA. ZZZZZZZ

so sian.

and today got free apples!

i brought back 3 apples, 2 small, 1 big HAHAHA!

tomorrow friday!

so happy!

maybe want go eat subway, but dunno if gfs want a not, hahaha! :D

nahmind then! :)

argh.

too much to study.

want to mati liao.

monday faster come, i happy

HEHEHE.

WHY ISNT HOLIDAY A LITTLE EARLIER?!?!?!

grumbles*

sometimes i feel damn bad about it, but i dont know wad to do.

tell me how, what, TELL ME what to do!

tsk.

UHOH.

EOM -.-

coming up, HTHT everyday? HAHHA

my daughter will be named byliss,

cause she will be like her name,

blissful.

HAHAHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORRRRRR! :D:D

8.55PM

20 aug

standstill.

2009-08-15T01:40:00.000-07:00

OMG! WHAT'S WRONG WITH BLOGGER?!
or maybe, what's wrong with my computer?!
OMG OMG!
i cant go into blogger, i cant get into fb!
AHHHH! why only this comp cant!
lappy ah lappy, dont die on me leh! i know you 2 years old already, but dont die leh! :(

totally freaked out at someone in fb -.-
seriously.
so can someone tell me how to delete contact in fb?
HAHAHA!

you dont have to compare AT ALL.
taking new things and discarding old things, thats your forte right?
dont want old things alredy tell lah.
irritating -.-

i dont know how to use my other lappy, someone teach me!

monday- TESTSSSSS!
ARGH.
haha, and see how that day goes ^^
HEHEHE.

oh yah, i think i dreamt of offending MR OBAMA.
OMG.
WHY WHY WHY?!
HAHA.
so weird.

so should i just smack your face or slap myself?
WTS

stop.

4.44PM
15 Aug 09

when love ends it here.

2009-08-09T09:52:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLOOOOOOO~~
today's national day and its jesslyn's birthday and its min min's birthday! HAHAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL! :)

seriously, facebook got problem. ARGHHHHH~~~
sometimes can, sometimes cannot lehhhh, so angry! :(
hais.
nahmind.
disappointing :/

tomorrow got gathering, butttttttttttt, got so much things undone!
EOM lah, test lah, homework lah...
SUPER SUPER A LOT!
:(

MISS!
:)

anyway, happy birthday to august babies again!
nxt aug babies will be honey, miron, ah siao and john! HAHAHA!
:D

wake me up,
when september COMES.

1.36 AM

walking straight? maybe not now!

2009-07-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

IM FINALLY FREED FROM THE FEAR OF FEVERRRRRR~~

LOL, all F one, hahaha!
for those who are still feeling unwell, take care! :)
haha :D

anyway, after the fever, i fell down and sprained my leg and so now im like limping every step i take :X
how horrible life can be!
hais.
but, well, got to see how friends reacted to the way i walked on friday.
haha.
so touched :)
thank you to all for showing care and concern! HAHA!
:)
LOVE YOU ALL! :D

so there goes PE on monday and netball!
so terrible!
how much i wanted to have 'xiong' training then cannot go now :/
so sad to the max! argh!

i thought long and hard about it, and found out that, eh, both of you, are good. haha.
like really, good.
my sixth sense tells me that its somehow true lah, haha.
:)
hope it works out ^^
LOL

so ice-creamed yesteday with jasmine, dorisa, ivan, kangwei, miron, chow and soon.
soon chuen tired then the face black black.
piang eh, super scary! :X
nahminddd. haha.

'are you back home?'
'why?'
'nothing..'
but what i wanted to continue was:
'i miss you so'

mentos,
the fresh maker.
LOL.

4.50 PM
25 July 2009

sick :X

2009-07-18T06:30:00.000-07:00

now i dont dare to take temperature :X
this is soooooo, sad. sulks*
and its like, the whole class falling sick.
tsk.
take care everyone! HAHA!
we will get better! :)
honey, take care of yourself okay! :) dont fall sick! :D

anyway, yesterday was spent nursing my illness and then in the afternoon today it got higher so had to sleep again.
LOL.
then i got soooo much honework undone and not sure how im going to do it :X
then im still online now -.-
TSK TSK TSK.

the seriousnes of my illness was:
almost got into A&E LOL!
this is sooooooooo bad and horrible to the extreme!
:)

cant eat cake, cant even eat chips, cant eat chocolates.
arghhh.
all of them so tempting! tsk tsk.

u wont be invited,
because you are the main lead there already.
u get it?

F for fever.
9.39
18th July 2009

yes man!

2009-07-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

GOSH!
IM SOOOOO SORRRRYYY TODAYYY!
like seriously serious!
you know times when your blood feels like its pouring out soon enough, you have nothing to do but to show the worst side of yourself to those that you love and care so much for.
so now, i apologise for my harshness this afternooon!
AHHHHH! :(

alright.
aside of that, im supposed to being chocolates for class on fri (^^) to repay them of how they helped me with the money matters, hahaha! :D
and we shall see how it goes huh? HAHA! :)

i think i want to read a book.
LOL.
sudden urge to want to hold a super good book, have my ass tight down on a chair and start reading like no one's business.
literature fanatic, lol.
no one will ever believe that im a lit student LOL! HAHAHA! :)

anyway, i remember something about william blake.
i think he was introduced to me by melvin, haha.
and yes! i found the poem that melvin shared with me in the past, haha.

Love's Secret

Never seek to tell thy love,

Love that never told can be;

For the gentle wind does move

Silently, invisibly.

I told my love,

I told her all my heart;

Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears,

Ah! she did depart!

Soon as she was gone from me,

A traveler came by,

Silently, invisibly

He took her with a sigh.

haiiyoh, so sad.
tsk tsk.
oh well, thats life hahaha.

okay, im going to sleep! :D

oh, and get well soon, jasmine and suven! :)

till date, i know not what it truly means.
i really mean it.
and if it ever comes like tsunami, so quickly like the blink of an eye,
i will not know what to do.

11.32 PM
15 July 2009

one more attack!

2009-07-13T08:33:00.000-07:00

Finally done my EOM, but now waiting for Ms Perlin to approve! HAHAHA!

well, we started our monday with heart attack from Maths Lecture cause the lecturer suddenly say she wanted us to get back out test paper:X
Second heart attack was during GP where we got back out compre paper :/
Then we wanted a 'ALL AT ONE SHOT' heart attack, so we asked yan lao shi to return us out chinese paper :O
Also, mr nah returned our chem section b and c :%
Last but not least, we requested ms loo to return us our econs paper at the beginning of the lesson to get the ALL AT ONE GO heart attack :E

yeah, so i started a fresh monday morning with multiple heart attack sessions! AHHHH!

and yes, im getting my phy back tomorrow so please please please pray that i pass.
prays*
i seriously am scared of physics cause all along, phy was my lousiest subject!
since sec 3 you know, hais.
tell you what.
my chem also can go and die alrdy.
section c dont even need to count and ask for marks :/
single digit :X
LOL!

now im beginning to get scared for promossssssssss.
ZZZZZZZZ.
hais. sulks. sighs.

oh well.

okay crap. now i really doubt my EOM :XXXXXXX
i look at john's and CHOW's i really want them to help me do for me leh! WAH PIANG EH.
tsk.

i think seriously there's nothing special.
so i guess its like an assumption.
this is so shyt, like serious! argh.
NAHMIND -.-

basketball during PE lesson today.
and if ernest sees me play i bet he will laugh his ass off -.-
basketball will make ur hands biggggger! hahaha!
super tiring leh! bounce the ball only! hahaha!

okay, got to sleep already.
these few days will wake up late :(
im like having deep sleeps these few days, and cant seem to wake up very quickly.
i really hope theres nothing wrong with me, and nothing wrong with having a deep sleep! LOL!

if thou are here,
hope to be the first to know.
LOL.
sorry, a bit fierce to say that hor.
aiyah, depends on you lah.
LOL!

13th July 2009

11.51 PM

life story, hehehe

2009-07-11T10:35:00.000-07:00

When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out In Your Arms

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water. We had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, "You are the kind of man who best draws girl's eyeballs." Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said "Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls." Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said, "You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company." Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together or, I was lounging before the computer, visualising Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way. "Suppose we divorce, what will you do?" She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

Once again, Dew said to me. "He Ning, divorce her, O.K.?" Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. "I've got something to tell you". She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, "Why?" I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me. "You are not a man!" At that night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions. She didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple. Our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, "He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?" This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, "I remember." "You carried me in your arms." She continued, "So, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning." I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife's divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. "No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce." She said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.

She closed her eyes and said softly. "Let us start from today, don't tell our son." I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realised that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, "The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there."

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualisation of Dew became vaguer.On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, "It seems not difficult to carry you now." She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, "All my dresses have grown fatter." I smiled. But I suddenly realised that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger.

I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. "Dad, it's time to carry mum out." He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, "Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old." I held her tightly and said, "Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy."

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, "Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious." She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead, "You got no fever." I moved her hand off my head. "Sorry, Dew. I can only say sorry to you. I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you."

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote. "I'll carry you out every morning until we are old."

From Huishia, haha.
saw it in her blog, read it, found it nice, and then post it.
hehe.

haha, if this comes true lah.
i mean, not the middle part.
only with the first part, and the last part :)
cancel all the middle ones, those that tension is rising, those where sadness is present.
:)

so i shall countdown the days to then.
by then, all trees will be bright green, the sun baking hot, and birds fluttering :)
love.

1.49 AM
12 July 2009

GRINS*

2009-07-11T08:38:00.001-07:00

okay, now is the start of EOM.
and im like supposed to send Ms perlin what we are going to do, but i slept super early yesteday and woke up super late today, so i didnt have a chance to use my baby, so i didnt send ms perlin, so that means we will receive our approval on monday, so we have to chiong on monday night, so that means tuesday will die so, so, so...
haissss.

this is soooooo SAD.
sulks.

actually i came here with the mind of writing something but i forgot what i wanted to write!
haha!
let me think what i want to write along the way :)

talking to dion now.
its so amazing cause its been like so long since i talked to him, haha.
u know his college got old grannies?
yah, old people with grandchildren study!
they are even paid to study!
OMG! hahaha!

tsk.
really forgot what i want to write :/
oh, ive got PE 3 times next week, plus ive got netball training :(
AHHHH!
:(

and next week's going to be the scariest week :X

OH YAH! I REMEMBER WHAT I WANT TO WRITE!
im here to say that I DONT KNOW HOW TO COUNT MONEY.

on friday, i refunded the class the SING DOLLAR money with much much difficlty.
i really doubt my maths leh.
hais.
for 17 years of my lifeeeee, i dont know how to count money! AHHHH!
i ahd to pay them 22.10 each, then 2.10 each from class fund and 6.50 for monsters VS aliens movie, then the rest of the 78 to cousin, then have to collect 6.50 from those who didnt pay for the movie, then...
its super complicated lahh!
i cant calculate!
BUT!
MY CLASS HELP ME! :)
seriously touched, like the really stay there for 30 minutes helping me settle the money thing!
help me calculate lah, return money lah, tick names, cancel names, do this and do that!
HAHAHA!
thanks a million, like seriously serious :D
IM A HAPPY GIRL :)
HAHAHA!

yesterday icecream-ed before going home.
twice in a row leh! hahaha!
thursday with jasmine and ivan, then friday with brothers.
CHOW, MIRON AND JOHN JOKE LAH!
dunno what they doing, LOL!
they stopped one stop after us after much deliberation about going either to tampines or pasir ris. HAHAHA!
JOKE LAH!
tsk.
so, had flavour burst after miron's and had green apple at the bottomest of the icecream.
YUM YUM.
haha!

so now im like matchmaker for ernest.
LOL.
HAHA!
JOKE!

you treat everyone the same way,
nothing special;
isit?

classic
10.30 PM
11 July 2009

bong bong bong

2009-07-08T21:17:00.000-07:00

GOOD HOOOOODDDDYYYYYY~~
there's chinese oral tomorrowwwwwww!
AHHHHH~~
sighs*
after so long of untouched chinese, i have to go back to it.
AHHHHHH!
scared scared!
:(

anyway, nothing much to say, lols.
but only grumbling about the oral tomorrowwwww and listening to micheal jackson's songs. LOL
a little weird lah, cause i didnt even listen to his songs before and now that im listening-.- LOL! HAHAHA.
JOKE LAH!
:)

alright, signing offffffffffff.

and miss you like hohoho :)

billy jeans
9.10 PM
8th July 09

flustered!

2009-07-05T09:19:00.000-07:00

this is soooo getting nowhere WTS
ARGH.
LOL.

anyway, thanks chow for telling me the place for steamboat hahaha!
and i thnk ive got a problem reading messages so please slap me for reading messages wrongly! :X

WHATTTT!
i need to do summation worksheet leh! WALAO!
i dont even know how to do! :/
whatsmore, ive got no mood to do it! sulks so badly*

i doubt things will go the way i want it to be.
well, it will be so stupid and embarrassing if that happened.
like so seriously serious!
and i will definetely run back home crying like no one's business alright.
haissssss.

all i want was just a small request- a little meeting earlier than the time, just to pass it to you.
and the reply i got was what i will never ever want o hear from you.
tell me, tell me, am i right to do it?

badly beaten,
not physically, but mentally.
badly hurt,
not in my mind, but in my heart.
badly crying,
not with my eyes, but within my body cells.
badly doing something that i think it's worthwhile,
not with my hands, but with my will and soul.

so will you ever, ever know it?
i hope so.

12.27 AM
6th July 09

even though the ocean's big.

2009-07-02T09:56:00.000-07:00

finally ended mid years.
removing shackles of workload*
and, and, and, happy day today, tomorrow and monday! hehehe! :)

so, after chem paper today, went out with class to watch movie, haha.
this, is like the latest movie that i watch lah!
1115 end leh! almost cant catch the train! haha
ivan said the 2 trains after ours was like the few of the last ones to joo koon. hohoho.

YAY!
im so happy!~
hehehe.

good luck to those having exams alright!
dont worry, we have another gathering on monday!

so A shall dress herslf well, look presentable in front of B, makes B dazzle in front of A, makes B leave a super deep impression of A.
isit?
haha.
:D

because, if, if, its just so true.

2nd July

2009-06-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

good hoody!
good news and bad news!

GOOD NEWS: hahaha! its for me to know and for you to find out! HAHAHA!
BAD NEWS: NEXT WEEK GOT SCHOOOOOOOL :(

ARGH. bangs head.
saturday going for some talk and i found out its in toa payoh.
WAH PIANG, super far lehhhhhhh. tsk. nahmind, maybe tomorrow my brothers will sms to tell us how. hohoho.
HELP packages are killing me right now :/
pass me a knife*

anyway, if its going to be true, im so going to jump right out of my house and run towards your house without my shoes alright! HAHAHA!
you donttttt know how much i miss youuuuuuuu! hahahaha!

ah, finally done my compo. LOL
kind of pathetic lah.
i mean, my compo.
i dont even know if it is realistic enough, or touchy enough or even nice enough to be read. LOL.
tskkk. anyhow lahh haha.

dup-dup-dup.
ernest is a joke.
LOL.
HAHAHA!

UNCLE! your CO shirt still with me horrrr! haha.

'so anyone wants to go bowling next week?'
HAHAHA!

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY AH HWEEE~ :)

firstly, i will stand dumbfounded right in front of your eyes cause i will never believe you are standing real in front of me.
.
.
.

Bella and Jacob/
my edition :)

5.09 PM
25 June 2009

2009-06-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

PW online now haha.
sort of lah.
actually its done, i guess, just need to do interviews and surveys.

i found out im left with 2 weeks and ive got a lot of work and revision undone yetttt! :(
OUCH.
dot dot dotttttt.

im thirsty nowwww, grrrr.

anyway, i think im growing fat again, so please bless me that the school's weighing machine wont spoil when i stepped on it in term 3. hahaha!

okay, it seems that i have nothing to say nowwww, at the moment.
but i know there are a lot of many other things that i want to pen down and remember :)
maybe when i remember it, i will write it down!

NOW ITS AH CHOW'S MUSIC SESSION!
HOHOHO!
GO SEEE! :)
(now cancelled :( LOL! )

uncle funny lah!
his note in fb so funny and weird.
I WANT TO PUNCH HIM HAHA! :)

someday, u will appear in front of my eyes
surprise
then i will run up to you and hug you so tightly that you cant even breathe.

choked.

12.42 AM
15 June 2009

2009-06-06T09:11:00.001-07:00

went back to BV for their BV bazzar, and i missed a chance of playing guitar hero at sok yee's house.
DEEEEEP SIGH ALRIGHT :(

anyway, i think boss is weird today HAHAHA!
yah lah yah lah, you are buffed up, but you dont kiao ku okay!
kiao ku NOT NICE AT ALL.
then wad's the point of being buffed if u kiao ku and make yourself uglier, hahaha!
okokay! :)

I GOT NO CHEM SPA FILE AND I SHALL BANG MYSELF AGAINST THE WALL OKAYYYY!
ouch, nahmind.

miss everyone lah, like so so so badly.
everyone.
if i really got the time, i want to go house visiting.
EVERYONE'S HOUSE MUST GO!
hahaha! :D
(esp BOSS'S. HAHAHAHAHAHA!)
okay lah, sorry lah. i stop it okay hahaha! :D)

so if june has passed, i wish you were here.

oh, and i wish the ending of what i wrote for my compo will be true :)
yayyyyy!
hehehe.

and i found out that, actually, you are good :)
really, haha.
(and my heart twitches)

okay! end of story.
i still got super load of homework undone yet.
tsk tsk

alright, i shall write why i think im insane okay.
b'cas i long for that day, i dont want that day to end.
fullstop.
lol.

so dissappointed if it's real you know.
:(
sulk.

covers eyes*

12.18 AM
7th June 2009

2009-06-03T23:16:00.001-07:00

DEAR, uncle, and sok yee are coming to school tomorrow HAHAHA!
they are going to crash my school down woohoo!
uncle, please dont wear ur TJ pants okay.
MJ students will tao pok you one HAHAHA! :D
I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH ALRIGHT! hahahaha!

okay, anyway, tomorrow's going to be the last day of the week lols.
then my first week of holidays will come to an end lols.
what is this man.
NOT HOLIDAY AT ALL LAH!
plus, need to study for mid years, tsk tsk.
ARGH.

nahmind.
must relax also LOL.

sometimes, i always wish for a tomorrow.
like you know, tomorrow.
i want it, 'cause i think tomorrow will be a good day. LOL
(i dont know what im talking about, so please slap me)

now using desktop cause my baby is not with me, haizzzzzzzzzzz.
tomorrow i will get my baby back haha! :D

okay, tomorrow will be a better day :)

and i wish you will be here right now.

ceteris paribus

4th June 2009
2.25 PM

2009-05-27T18:19:00.000-07:00

GP mid year on monday. ARGH.
SCARYYYYYYYYYYY :(

anyway, later going to do PW with my brothers.
HAHAHA!
and maybe i should go to BV to take the CD huh?
i suddenly thought of that when cheng wei wrote it on my tagboard.
:)

oh, yesterday was colosseum. hahaha.
tonnes of pictures taken, haha.
weird ones, funny ones, candid ones, serious ones. haha
AND CONGRATS TO GAN SOON CHUEN ALRIGHT!
he's super pro.
just watch him jump over the huddles and u really feel like jumping down from the gallery. hahaha.

thank you VALENTINAAAAAA for uploading the pictures.
think it took quite some time eh?
thanks a lotttt!
:D

ah, 930.
tsk.
should get going? haha
but i dont feel like leaving my chair.
hahaha.

i think i should go back to sleep first. hohoho.
:D
good morning~

and SG has got the first H1N1 virus.
wanni told us yesterday during colosseum haha.
gasp*

and im super sure my brothers are still snoring because they stayed up late to watch soccer yesterday night.
hahaha!

unexplainable.

28th may 09

2009-05-22T19:47:00.000-07:00

TSK.
i think my blog is dying haha!
its been soooooooooooo long since ive blogged.
sighs*
anyway, school holidays are coming soon, but i doubt it's going to be a holiday.
1st june got GP mid year, and pray that i can pass alright?
i got 4/15 for compre, so clever lah.
guess what, my vocab got ZERO. BANGS HEAD*
THIS IS SOOOOO CRAP LAH.
argh.

but huh, the irony is that after GP, there's J1 Bash.
LOL, class outing. haha!
i wonder where cousin is bringing us to for our NE trip. TSK TSK.
then after the trip, we are going to watch movie- aliens and monsters i guess. HAHA.
whats the NE thing behind thattttt. haha.
why not nc 16 movies :(
LOL, i didnt get to watch any NC 16 mvies before okayyyyyy. SO SAD.

later ging BV to take the yearbook in digital form (hahaha) first then go meet up with my 4 BROTHERS. LOL.
PW is like going on fine lah, not that bad.
we played half of our time, and doing work seriously for another half of our time.
and yes, my brothers can set up a band, like seriously serious. HAHAHA!

uncle said he will call be back like 10 mins later 2 days ago.
in the end 2 days passed like he still havent call yet, so clever lah. hahahha!

WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYY.
:(
this is soooo sad.

anyway, monday there's soccer cheering, and we can skip lessons from 12.05 onwards. HAHAHA
skips around room*
and lets pray and hope that the soccer boys will win so there will be no school on tuesdayyyyy~~ HAHAHAHAHA!
yeah man! :)

sneeze*

oh yah, there's also dome sexuality talk next week or something lol.
then there are posters and quotes about love pasted around the school.
okay, see this:

do you love me because im beautiful, or im beautiful because u love me?

haha, it took me some tim to understand the last part, until cheryl and jasmine explained to me hahaha.

i lost my lit skillllssssssss :(

HAHAHA

okay, going off soon :)
i wont be late this time round in meeting my brothers, unless uncle call the last minute again and i will be late for an hour again. HAHAHA!
:D

MISS.

sing sing sing;
strum.
YAY!

10.58 AM

2009-04-30T20:53:00.000-07:00

what a nice dream i have hahahaha! ;D
and then i suddely remember that if swine flu is not going to go away before june, I AM SO DEAD OKAY!
so i hope swine flu can like GO AWAY SOMEHOW, seriously
:(

anyway, the reason why im here is that i wanted to write someting important, haha.
;D

sighs*
physics test next week, and it's all those topic that i DONT KNOW HOW TO DOOOO.
argh~
what is this man..
tsk.
nahmind.

netball A div was over for us, and seniors all stepped down.
haha, kind of miss them, and i wonder what will happen without all those laughter and silly jokes with them. HAHAHA! ;D
well, good luck for A levels! ;D;D

'sometimes i wondered if i ever made the wrong decision, but then after much thought, i realised that its no, because im doing what i really like now. it doesnt matter if i got it or not, it's the experience that i have been through something that i really like and love. even though it's a little saddening and whenever i think of t i kind of regret it, but, no, it's okay. i think that final decision was a good one. if it is the best choice, then yes, i agree ;D'

okay.
IM SORRRYYY UNCLEEEE!
i ran to jess's house yesterday cause i woke up late
uncle had to go to golf, and because of me, he could probably be late.
OMGGGGG, so sorrrry!
:(

omg, probably ive said something wrong.
you know, sometimes there will be moments where you can 'feel' and 'know' what someone is thinking.
ARGH.
maybe i said something wrong? :(
OMGJNSDJKBSDSDSD
im so in deep trouble lahhhhhhhhhhhh.
:(

let get SF away so u can be here ;D
hahaha.

happy labour day HAHAHAA! NO SCHOOOLLL! :D

ooooooo~~~~~
12.03 PM

2009-04-18T05:43:00.001-07:00

so now ive got 3 blogs to maintain:
1) tendays blog
2) my blog
3) econs blog
LOL.
so whats with the econs blog i also not sure, but it's an irony to be typing to you instead of the econs blog. HAHA.

OKAY!
it's going to be a total brand new weeeeekkk~
guess what?
chem test was like faints* AGAIN.
:(
bangs head*
and econs is like JDUIDNAUIBDNAKZKZZ**&^*^&%^$^%
LIKE WHY CANT I PASS ECONS?!
&*^&%&**&%$#%#$%&*(*
OH WELL.
the only test that i pass was maths and physics.
yeah yeah yeah.

HOLII!
there's econs test YET AGAIN on friday, and maths test in one of the days during tutorials.
yeah, everybody dance now~~

oh, A div started already, and had match with TJ on friday.
LOL, then uncle sms-ed me to wish me good luck.
HAHA!
like WOW.
that was the last thing i expected from him.
HOHOHO.

and congrats to myself.
ive got freaking big blisters (luckily they are in the midst of recovering) which hurts when i walk.
tsk.
i hope they are okay, really.

it's been seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, (i hope no months) that we've talked.
:(
and each day my poor heart sank deep down when it's another empty day.
yeah, believe it.

dwindle.

8.50 PM

2009-04-04T19:39:00.000-07:00

friday was ultimately the best-est day of our life, isnt it?
too bad darwin, eric and dion werent here.
sighs*

anyway, saw like almost everyone that i miss, haha.
OH, HOW I LOVE SUCH FEELINGGGG, BABY.
I MISS YOU ALL!
I MISS ALL THOSE LAUGHTERS, JOKES, SARCASM!

dear was realllllyyyyyy gorgeous that day! go facebook and see her picture, haha ;D

took lots of pictures with teachers and among ourselves.
we even sneaked out of the hall halfway while there were performances.
trust us to do such things.
we are the unique 4E1 okay! HAHA!
:)

PS: bryan's hairstyle is so much different, and he looks NICER.
HEHEHE.
boss's hair looks cool for a rugby player lah.
like MAN and HANDSOME and strong.
WAHAHAHA!
uncle's one the best.
uncle, that should be the kind ofhair you must get, not your MUSHROOM kind. HAHAHA!

it ended with blasts of fooooooood (drools), and talkings with our dearest principals, mr boo and mr yap.
hehe
so much fun and joy.
i love it.

i really didnt say that :(
really X infinity
LOVE.

and ive got a hoarse voice which is soooo super man-ly now.
thanks. HAHA

swirling under the moonlight,
baby

10.49 AM

2009-04-01T10:34:00.000-07:00

training tomorrow instead of friday and i am glad :)
haha.
econs test on friday which will be 2 essays (OMGGGGGGGG??) for 50 mins.
(please bang head against the wall)
oh well..
then friday is what we wanted- school ending early, and going back to school.
(skips around the room)
meeting uncle at tj first then go togther to bv.

OH, today is april fool's day.
i suddenly remember there's someone's birthday on this day, lols.
anything.
hongye played a prank on us, telling us that we need to go back to school at 3
piang eh, cheat my feelings, haha! ;D

and today, i left my waterbottle in school after training and i hope pretty wynne will remember to bring tomorrow, haha;D
and do i really look like a monk when i pin up my hair? tsk tsk.

miss anw ;D
well, i dont know if you are
hah.

hope ernest got training tomorrow, wahahahah! :P

chin-ups

11.45 PM

2009-03-28T14:30:00.000-07:00

i bet john will say ' i wish friday will come early' on monday, and every single day of next week. HAHAHA!
but, hello? we are going to go through 2 tests first before friday okay... tsk tsk.
what what whattttt.
HAHAHA.

cold palace?
:(
dont want, dont want.

miss;
a lot.

grain

11.30 pm

2009-03-26T11:32:00.001-07:00

CRAP.
i think i said and did the wrong thing ;X
DIE DIE DIE.

short post:
sometimes i feel like dying.
sometimes i feel like crying.
but sometimes i feel like smiling.

and, please save my netball team.

OH, and happy birthday to darwin today, and sok yee tomorrow ;D

loveya.

violin/

10.00 pm

2009-03-19T11:11:00.000-07:00

now i know why boss say his school got a lot of chio girls.
cause all the girls there really chio.

eh boss, there's one chio one in my school okay.
haha.
u better agree. HAHAHA!
:)

i felt like banging my head on the wall suddenly.
wts.
...................

pink pen

11.23 PM

2009-03-19T01:11:00.000-07:00

OMG.
bet the world shook just now.
i fell :(
sulks*
blue black everywhere again, ARGH.
why cant i just stop falling down, *&*Y*^&%&**(*(*(%$%#$#!

oh well, abrasions, abrasions and more abrasions.
toot toot toooooot.
HAH.

chalet yesterday at sentosa with 6/4.
watch OKTO videos, haha.
we've deprieved childhood :X haha
oh well, we ate dinner by the beach :)
yum yum~
and it's bery romantic :D:D
winks*

i think im blacker now, dont you think so?
HAHA.
dont know, all of them said im blacker.
yes lah, i saw myself in the picture yesterday at the chalet, i have to admit that im black.
AHHHHHHH!
but nice mah, not meh?
HAHA.
:D
and ernest low's dp reminds me of myself.
-.-

woots, save me from physics and maths.

sighs sighs sighs.
:(

no matter what,
im not ignoring :(
MISSSSSS.

WEEEEEEE!
26! :D:D
HAHA. :D:D
love.

'let it be the same again'

4.21 PM

2009-03-14T13:01:00.001-07:00

i would like to write something before i sleep.
something that i really think is important, very.
something that i hope to remember, and when i see it in my blog post, i will greatly recap what happened and let the rest of the memories just flow past.

i flipped through two important and memoriable books ever.
they are not my chem textbook, neither isit physics nor amaths.
first book: blue small book which was given as a gift during the class outing the day before grad day.
second book: apple green and fluroscent pink book from prints which i think is super expensive and i am soooooo happy that they bought for me just for my birthday.

i read the first book.
well, all those memories during speech day appeared in my mind.
pictures of everyone's faces were on the book itself, and some of those things that you guys wrote were so funny that i laughed to myself.

yes dear jess and cally , i love you all.
yes uncle, i will remember you forever, who cares? HAHA.
yes john, i still love your handwriting, dont worry.
yes dion, you are the best monitor ever
yes darwin, i miss you and i will not love chun how. HAHA.
yes ah siao, i know i scare you away.
.
.
.
.
and the list goes on.

second book; the best one ever.
the day when i got flowers (jumps around the room), the day when i got icecream cake to eat, the day when all of us meet up together to have this surprise birthday party :)
I LOVE IT, TO THE MAX.
:D

tell me there's a wishing well where i can make millions of wishes.
tell me there's a genie somewhere where she can grant my wishes.
tell me there's a time machine, really.

how can i ever catch you all back beside me, be with me forever and ever?
OUCH, and it just shattered into pieces.

I MISS ALL OF YOU.
everyone; 4E1.
even though some of us might have aleady lose contact with one another, but still, my love is still with you.

YES, this post is specially for the greatest 4E1 2008 of BV.
we are not probably the best class in the world.
i am very sure that WE ARE THE BEST CLASS IN THE WORLD.
no other can replace you.
(6/4's second :D)

my love's with you all the time too, really.

melted;

11.47 PM

2009-03-14T01:22:00.001-07:00

a blink of an eye and it's already march.
and yes, 3 more months later it will be JUNE. YAYYYYYY! :D:D (jumps around the room)
but after june will be mid year :X
OUCH OUCH OUCHHHHHHHHHHHH.
:(

lots of e-learning.
a lot, a lot.
im suffocating.

time's like so fast :(
cant it like stop just for a moment? :(
growls*

tomorrow going to umpire, but i dont know where is tampines sports stadium.
(someone please save me)
have to be there at 830, so if i have to search for that place, i will have to be at tampines at 8.. walk to mrt at 730.. wake up at 630...
WAHHHHH!
HAHA.

sometimes i feel like doing stupid weird things like handstand.
thanks ivan.
cause i didnt know handstand is aready upside down, and yet i wrote that i wanted to do handstand upside down.
then ivan told me that is just simply walking -.-
OUCHHHH.
HAHA.
thanks! :D

YES AH!
birthday, birthday! :D:D
misses :D
\O/

let me just stone today.
and thanks ernest for the songs u sent me.
you saved my phone.

PS: uncle, please call me if u see this ASAP K! :D:D

lovely day :)
26.

4.28 PM

2009-03-12T08:57:00.000-07:00

my toenail is dropping :X
LOL.
TELL ME HOW TO TAKE IT OUT WITHOUT HURTING MY FEEETTTTTT.
i remembered someone told me he/she had to go to the doc's and asked them to pull it out for he/she :/
OH PLEASE, I DONT WANT THAT.
wait, can my toenail grow again when it drops off UNNATURALLY?
o.O???

OKAY, i got back my test papers.
dont need to ask me how i do, cause i totally fiunk both econs and chem.
toot toot toooooooot.
OUCH OUCH AND MORE OUCH.

then, there are huge piles of E LEARNINGS to be done during the holidays.
argh.
why e-learning?!
i dont really like them.
they look so unfriendly. LOL.
lets make this one week slow like a snail pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.

OH YAH!
(oh no, i forgot wad i wanna say. wait, let me think.)
nahmind, i forgot what i want to say at the moment. HAHA.

monday, wednesday, friday = training day
saturday = umpiring day
sunday = grand's day

AH YES!
i remembered!
TODAYS MaRKS THE START OF MY HOLIIIIIDAAAAYYYYYSSSSSS! :D:D
yayyy! :)
and i can take my O level's certificate already! :)
go back bv~~ HAHA.

we can, we will, we must.
sounds very familiar hor? HAHA.
:)

saw andrew in school on tuesday, HAHA.
so cool.
he's grown taller, haha.
cool cool.
i almost wanted to go out of the train cause i suddenly felt like watching tennis match :/
OUCH OUCH OUCH.

and ernest rock lah.
what NICE songs he listen to..
scary low voices screaming.
low, scary?!
HAHA.
:P

huhhhhhh, dont ignore lahhhh :(
sulks sulks sulks*
dont angry lah :(
missya, love

i can never bear not to talk to you

alongside with flowers

10.30 AM

2009-02-27T10:05:00.000-08:00

YES.
and i suddenly miss my dear so much.

DEAR, U ARE THE BEST DEAR I EVER HAVE.

I MISSSSSS YOUUUUUUUU :(:(

and i miss 4E1 too :(
a feeling that will never be replaced,
and thats my love for .......

the class jacket :D
hehehe :P
our hard work! :D:D

ouch, ouch, and still ouch.
:(

chem is now a little tough.
getting harder.
and i think physics is more fun-ner.
(I THINK IM CRAZY TO SAY THIS, LOL)
not really, but chem is like o.O, but physics keeps me awake.
:)
maths is \ (if u see it as a graph), and econs is -----(if u see it as a graph too)
tsk tsk.
econs and chem tests are coming the next week, and im scared of chem!
I NEED ASSURANCE!
I NEED MISS GOHHH!
HAHA! :)
then phy is 9th march is guess, 2 weeks away.
dang dang dang.
MISSSSS CHIAAAAAAA!!!

training is fun :D
although its tiring, but i guess, thats what i want, haha.
can keep fit lehhh! :)
i think there's friendly with SR and CJ next week.
CJ's at kallang, which is WOOHOO~, and SR is at serangoon which is YAY!

i think our class lacks of something but i cant figure it out.
i dont think lesser number of girls will not make the girls as close.
(well, of course i cant compare my relationship with my g-friends now with relationship with tendays.. but still, why so much difference)
okay, nahmind.
i seriously pray and hope that this pile of sand will become strong monuments in the time to come.
lols, stop me before i start ranting.. HAHA.

okayyyy!
:)

and, i would like to greatly thank jess's dad for sending me to school everyday! :D:D
YAYYYY!
haha! :)
thanks thanks! :):)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANGRI! :)

ur cake is super creamy. HAHA! :P

dont ignore lahhhhhh :(
sulks*
come back okay? :)
haha.
misssssss, love :D

the IT creature signs off~
HAHA!

10.30 PM

2009-02-22T00:01:00.000-08:00

weekend and friday were spent doing rubbish things- sort to say. haha

friday was early dismissal, like when i was in bv.
BUT, had to take some pictures for the dunno-wad-thing, which made me stay in school till 3 plus. LOL.
JUST IMAGINE MYSELF SMILING NOT SHOWING TEETH -.-
YUCKS! i look super disgusting can!
and need to pay 5 bucks more -.-
ugly pictures for 5 bucks. SIAN ;/

all in all, friday was totally doing nothing, cause when i came back, i chatted on the phone and went shopping.
toot :P

then saturday was road-run.
went for the competitive one, where ALL OF THEM RUN.
WAH PIANG!
runners really treat this road race super duper seriously can!
before the run, a group ofthe runners were running a while as warm up -.-
this is SICK! \oooo/
yingying said people chiong studies, and even cross country also chiong. LOL
guess wad's my running position lah, haha.
OH WELLLL. HAHA!

after the run, met up with ____ (must be kept secret hahaha!) and ah siao to eat.
john wanted to eat KFC and i wanted to eat MACS, cause we dont have to walk if we eat MACS.
but, nahmind, KFC was yum yum too.
i koped john and _____'s food :D
wahahahaha!
:D:D

we went pasir ris park to relieve our childhood (again), and that reminded me of the time when we went there with poh ling :)
____ even said he wished that it's still holiday now. HAHA! :D

too tired to even do anything, so the next thing i knew was that i was dreaming away...

SUNDAY!
OUCH.
it's no longer a long day for me.
monday, school's ending at around 8 for me as there's netball.
so sunday is a short day, sort of. HAHA.

PS: i think i lost my stamina. HAHA! LOL.

OH YAH! can i ask anyone, is the water in canal or water catchment area(?) near pasir ris park for us to drink?
cause ah, while walking back to the park, we saw these 2 men catching fishes there.
WALAO! BAREFOOTED LEH.
then ____ say loudly,
*: 'EEEEEE! 香港脚!'
HAHAHA!
so funny!
but, i hope they are considerate enough to get out of that place. LOL
no one fishes at that canal there lahh! -.-

i remembered it's sunday,
unless u go starbucks with your phone :(
miss.

xxxxxxxxxxxbra.
random, lols.

3.29 PM

2009-02-20T07:50:00.000-08:00

weeeeee~
time passes super fast, i realised.
although lectures are 50 minutes, it's still fast. lols.
i want airconnnnn! :D:D
HAHAHA!
:)

okay, tomorrow's cross country. yay.
LOL.
then hope can see uncle tomorrow :D HAHA!

saw shing fung today during physics lecture.
lols, i didnt recgonise me.
i was looking around the lecture hall when i saw adeline, then i saw someone who looks like him- then i found out it was him. HAHA
:) YESSS! mission accomplished. HAHA! :D:D

OHHHH~~~
miss you, haha.
:)
love.

hang on

11.54 PM

2009-02-18T07:07:00.000-08:00

training today which injure my blue-black-ed toe again.
sighs*
and i guess ive got additional blister on the small little toe on my left. ouch.
so ive plastered it up, but as for the blue black, i could do nothing about it, except to pray that it will be okay on monday :D

okay! first thing first, i would like to say that
MY TOE IS DAMN PAINFUL :X
ouch ouch ouch.

and i found my mortal, but my angel is nowhere to be found :/
oh well, poor me.

maybe this is wad i have to say for now :D
haha.

yeah, if i have a chance to eat a human being, it will be just you.
you, you, you.
haha.
miss :)

simple words;
love.

11.13 PM

2009-02-17T06:58:00.000-08:00

i think im very clever.
LOL.
during maths lecture:
L: ' everyone please take out your GC and wave it to me'
happily, i took it out.
valentina didnt bring, so i shared with her.
valentina presses on the ON button.
V:' why cannot on one?'
Z:' shit! NO BATT!'

WALAOOOOOO, funny lah.
bring GC without the batt. SO CLEVER -.-]

lectures now are friendly to me, cause they all air conditioned :)
haha! :D:D

ive got POIFULL from ernest to exchange gifts with, and jess gave me muffin, hongye gave me sweets and cally gave me choco.
then clasmates gave me cards and chocos :)
YAYYY! :D:D
love itttt! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERNEST AND LIMING! :D
weee~

dont angry lah :(
sulks*
miss;love!

big hug~

11.17 PM

2009-02-14T08:16:00.000-08:00

just came back from dinner not long ago.
wahahaha.
eat until freaking full.
wedding on valentine's, which is so cool :D

okay okay, moving on.
it seems days that ive touched my lappy :):)
haha! :D:D

yesterday ent back BV to take pictures.
(like finally...)
saw everyone, and was super freaking excited!
WOOOOHOOOOOO~~
jumps around*
and i miss uncle soooo sooo sooooo much :(
then dear also there, and miss miss miss misssss her tooo! :D:D

took pictures which are hopefully, nice enough to be seen :)
boss came with his handsome SA uniform haha.
talked to mrs cheong and mr yap, and our issues were super hilarous. haha! :D:D

ernest can go away with his english. LOL
:)
just kidding :D:D
i want my sweets ah! :D
and gor very funny leh. haha :P

ahhhhh!
econsssssss.
die -.-
i shall go hang myself somewhere.
lols.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! :D:D
and
HAPY BIRTHDAY JERVIN :)

bet u have flowers right? HAHA! :P
never give me, so sad :(
haha! :D
eat together next time k! :D
YAYYYY! :):)
miss :)

let it snow, let it snow,
let it snow.

12.46 AM

2009-02-07T08:30:00.000-08:00

FLOOORRRR FILLLERRRRR~

feel the funky music~~

woohoo, finale today, so nice :D
dance like woohoo.
: )
floorfiller is nice okay!
and ernest will love couple dance one day, i tell you. HAHA :P
LOL! :D

OH YAH!
u tell me how lah?
BV like OMG LAH.
john called to ask whether have to go back and take photo, but then this clerk said dont need, but another say need -.-
WALAO?!
so is need or dont need one -.-
SIAN.

okay, i shall stop nagging. haha

yayyyyyyy~
river T v.s river S.
HAHA! :D:D
all the same lah, love :)
missss :D:D

floorfiller`

12.42 AM

2009-02-06T06:50:00.000-08:00

WAH!
started the day today with a WOOHOO message :D:D
YAY! :D:D
vareeeyyy happyy :D
HAHAHAHA!
:D:D

okay anyway, it's super tiring going around the whole of singapore.
gasp*
yeah, the whole group of us ordered macs and it seems kind of cool to eat along singapore river :D
hehe :P

okay, a great x 10000000 times reminder:

I HAVE TO FIND MY SHOEBAGGGGGGGYYYYY AND MY SCISSORSSSSSS.

argh~
like where have i put both of them?
GRRRR~
AHHHHHHHH!
screams till throat vibrates*

owl with love :D
hehe.

nights~

11.00 PM

2009-02-04T05:31:00.001-08:00

im here to announce two things.

firstly, im super duper happy cause

IM NOW PAYING STUDENT FAREEEE! YAYYYY! :D

last time was false info -.-
it turns out that i still have to pay adult fare when i take mrt rides.
SIANNN.
CHEATED MY MONEYYYY LAST TIMEEE
fuming*
HAHA! :)

secondly, GOR IS SOOOO -ARGH~
Z: 'YAY! tomorrow got couple dance :)'
G ' you want pair up with me -.-'
Z: ' OKAY! pair up with people i know is better :D'
G: ' dont want. i go pair up with some chio girl. tomorrow i go style my hair'

AHHHHH! GORRR! how can youuuuuu!?!?!?!?!
LOL!
:P

and, it doesnt matter whether you have killed him already or not.
he's still living in my heart, that's all that matters.
haha! :D

love :D:D

9.53 PM

2009-02-04T01:43:00.000-08:00

shall do posting today :D
haha.

school's started and now am at the midst of orientation.
i thought that my orientation will last for 6 days and couldnt believe i will have 6 days of orientation \oo/
lols, it turned out to be talks till today and the real fun will start tomorrow.
( or you can say, part of the fun has already started :D)

today's a more relax day cause we ended school at 1230.
WOW! :D
i loveeee it.
however, it's not going to be like this soon enough, so i better treasure such days when i can go home early :)
haha.

mass dance today was crazy and i totally love that.
well, well, i cant say im a good dancer, but at least i get to dance and learn such cool and brillant moves.
5 songs, 5 kinds of dancing steps, 1 hour.
:)
haha.
if you can ever see the whole school dancing it, i think it's the most amazing thing that can ever happen cause it will be so synchronised :D:D
hehe.
the couple dance very cute :)
haha!
tomorrow learning i guess? HAHA :D

kinda miss the good old days in sec school.
reminiscing, winks*
HAHA! :D
hearts, hearts, hearts :)
HAHAHAHA!

btw, THNG YAO WEN is in my school.
(eyes widening*)
and im super sure he doesnt recognise me.
TWEET TWEET.
like lols, i saw him when i was buying my uniform at the opposite side, and he got the blur face :/
WAHAHAHA!
it's okay if u forget :D:D
WAHAHAHAHA!
:)
LOL.

as coldness plunges into my soul,
i shiver continuously.
all of a sudden, rays of hotness fall on me,
baking my body.
it doesnt matter how flaming that is,
i just felt as equally warm as before,
as it came at the right time.

yeah, warmth :)
i guess you need it, HAHA! :D

love; miss.
:):)
haha.

let those lines speak/

5.58 PM

2009-02-01T01:34:00.000-08:00

cool! :D
ah hwee tagged me to do this quiz. YAY YAY YAY!
quizzes are super nice please! :D HAHA! :D

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- The Prayer by celin dion and andrea B.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
-撕了那封信
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- Believe In Me by demi lovato
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
- I Am So In Love With You (sony ericsson) -.-
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- Can I Go Now (sony ericsson) -.-
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- Stranger by secondhand serenade
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
- Over You by chris daughty
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- Sarabande by handel (classical music lahhhh) LOL
WHAT IS 2+2?
- This is Me by joe jonas
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
- Forever the Sickest. LOL!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- Spiralling by keane. (WAHAHAHA! :D)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
- Still With You by kangta
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- Magnifique (??)
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- 说不出的快乐
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
- Game Over (sony ericsson) this sucks lah, all sony ericsson's. -.-
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
- No Air by jodin sparks Ft. chris brown
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- Nice Piece Of Art by fm static
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- Appreciate by jonas brothers
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- Paper Cut by vanessa hudgens
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
- Bubbly by colbie caillat
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
- Just Another Fool (sony ericsson) (i feel like slapping myself for keeping sony ericsson's song. LOL)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
- Only A Memory by yanni
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
- Stay Close, Dont Go nu secondhand serenade
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
- Do You Know by enrique iglesias
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
- Give Me A Call (sony ericsson) slaps myself*
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
- My Heart Will Go On by celine dion
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
- 希望
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
- Boulevard Of Broken by green day
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
- Shut Up And Let Me Go by the tings tings
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- Check Yes Juliet by we the kings
Tag 10 pple are......

anyone who's freee :D:D

walao, an i think ah hwee's answer better than mine lorrr.
my answer all nonsense one -.-
ALL THE SONY ERICSSON'S SONGS FAULT.
LOL! WAHAHAHA!
but u cant blame me.
i using my phone as my ipod! WAHAHAHAH!
:P
weeeeeeee~

tomorrow starting school already, AHHHH! :(
sobs sobs :(
miss you vareeey much :D
:D:D:D:D:D
HAHA!

fuming tummy`

5.57 PM

2009-01-31T06:07:00.000-08:00

OHHHHHH!
SMALL WORLD SMALL WORLD SMALL SMALL WORLD.
dear's friend, deborah, is kimberly's friend.
wait, even smaller ah.
dear's friend again, cheryl, is amanda's friend.
hehehe.
still got.
darwin and dion's friend, alfred ali, is amanda's friend.
OMGGGGGGGG~~
weeee~ haha

today went sengkang to work with deborah cause rach couldnt make it :)
COOOOL! :D:D
she's such a nice girl and speaks really fluent fluent english.
im so amazed by her :)
WAHAHA! :D:D'

then something funny happened there cause this man whom i gave the brochure to gave me a preaching lesson, sort to say.
like, he was telling me how his son use his phone and not doing his homework, and giving me some teachings lah. haha.
deborah tried to save me by sms-ing me, asking me if i need help, but i couldnt reply haha
thanks! :D:D
err, yeah. cool.
4500 flyers by the 4 of us, i think its super cool. HAHA
WAHAHAHAHA! :D:D

and ah, NOW ITS STUDENT FARE AGAIN!
YAY YAY YAY! :D:D
HAHA! :):)
IM SO HAPPPPYYYYYY~~~

oh where, oh where are you? :(
sobs sobs.
miss;love
:):)

jingles-

11.12 PM

2009-01-30T07:07:00.000-08:00

11-8.

i shall wait :D
tell me, tell me, okay okay?
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee?

pretty plan 2 is up pretty soon and im soooo happy! :D:D
thats the reason why im waiting. YAY! :)
cheers*
jumps around the room*
waits by the window with calendar*

YAYYY!
maybe i should like cancel the dates one by one till the right time is here? :)
HAHA! :D:D
so tell me, will ya?

yipee!:D

11.14 PM

2009-01-30T01:40:00.001-08:00

i would hereby announce that im super duper angry at this moment because

I NEED TO PAY ADULT FARE FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS.

KNS. i feel like cursing, but oh well, forget it.
I GOING SENGKANG TOMORROW, f, so just imagine how much i need to pay going back and forth.
-.-
this sucks lahhhhhhh.
dont tell me it's one week of this every day, or else i really go complain :X
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

woke up at 10 plus by jem's call to ask me where i got posted to.
inbox got 7 messages, including one by MOE.
WAH, tell you ah, MOE send super early pleaseeee.
6.57 AM received -.-
i thought it will be around 9 plus when everyone go to work.
toot.

intend to go KFC at kallang, but then didnt :X
ahhhhh~
i want freeflow, i want cheese fries, i want mashed potato, i want chickennnnnn.
AHHHHHHHH!
drools*

now my bum turns out to be a huge blue black on my right feet :X
grrrr~

:( i missed the time to come online
awhhhh :( :(

:)
as always,
love ;)

P.S: ernest says i talk a lot, and boss says im naggy.
wah, die, die. going to become naggy old woman.
:(

and, i used up uncle's 7 dollars from his phone card just to talk to him about rubbish stuff. HAHA.

million misses

5.52 PM

2009-01-28T09:34:00.000-08:00

带我走 - 杨丞琳

每次我總一個人走
交叉路口自己生活
這次你卻說帶我走某個角落就你和我

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後謹慎的步伐每個背影每個場景
都有發過的夢

帶我走到遙遠的以後
帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫
我不怕帶我走

每次我總獨自遠走
保持沉默不皺眉頭
這次你卻說一起走
彼此溫柔從此以後
像土壤抓緊花的迷惑
像天空纏綿雨的洶湧
在你的身後謹慎的步伐每個背影
每個場景都有發過的夢

帶我走到遙遠的以後
帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫
我不怕帶我走

白忙流過漆黑盡頭潮汐襲來浪花轉動
雲在海岸結成了膜
成為草香草原其中又在傳來一滴彩虹
可在心中還帶著脈搏

帶我走到遙遠的以後
帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫
我不怕帶我走
帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫
帶我走

yeah, bring me along :D
hahaha :D:D

1.35 AM

2009-01-28T08:28:00.000-08:00

went vivo today with the intention of going to sentosa, but then had to leave at 3 for dinner, so left them from vivo while they boarded the train :D
guess you all had fun :D

dinner by the windy beach.
hated the some sights there so i ate so much food to stop the fire of anger from burning.
damn it.
what the heck.
shant elaborate much, but i think it's kind of shitty so i shant talk about it.
the memories are GOOD enough that i hope it will all go away.
F.

and i really admire ernest.
walao, eng damn chim, and have to infer somemore :X
bangs head*
i felt so inferior :X:X:X:X
haha! :D

now all of us all so quiet.
moments of silence. haha :D

i felt mean.
on the verge of crying*
ahhhh~

please, please dont ignore :(
hook fingers*
okok? :D:D

only you;

12.36 AM

2009-01-27T07:15:00.000-08:00

ive got this big bum on my right leg, argh :/
press it and screams will be heard next. lols.

short post today.
like nothing to post :X

im not ignoring you k :(
sobs sobs :(
love;

roy.

11.17 PM

2009-01-26T08:21:00.001-08:00

argh.
bangs head on wall*
like whyyyy this is happening againnnnn?!
sulks*
no no no, im not feeling bad. (tells myself)
ahhhhh!
forget it. sulks*

oh well, today went grandma's house and Xavier welcomed me by hugging me :)
YAYYYYYYY! :D:D
so nice right?
soooo cute :D
muahahahaha~
(my 3rd says im thickskin, but huh, i dont think i am. i guess she's just JEALOUS OF MEEE!!!) HAHA :D

so nice day today.. and ah, i forgot to call uncle to talk about the yuki yaki thing.
ahhh. haha :D
sorry uncle! hehe :P

dup dup dup.
bias-ness detecteddd lahhhh!!!!
AHHHHHH!
:(
nahmind :(:(:(

strawberries :)

12.38 AM

2009-01-25T10:07:00.000-08:00

Instructions:Answer the questions in the quiz and insert your answers in the corresponding question numbers in the letter.

The letter: Dear (the last person who text messaged you):I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) your(11).

(12),

-Your name

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of
ChicagoHamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My fatherGrey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. -Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - F***off now
France - In pain

Dear Hong Ye,

I dont really know how to tell you this but im in love with your sister.

I think I realised that when your dog ran amok outside of Chicago Hambugers-under

the bus and i saw you sit on my father Grey- Bill Clinton. Im sure you're

asahmed enough to understand how boring you are. Im returning your ring to

you, but I'll keep your grades from college as a memory. You should also know that

I never openly mocked your a new life as a clone.

Good luck on your short term leave from jail,

Zhao Ying.

LOL! this quiz so hilarious! :P

sorry hongye! all these are nonsense :D

try out anyone, it's like so cool please.

you will laugh you ass off when you mix and put it together. kinda cool~

2.16 AM

2009-01-25T09:14:00.000-08:00

first thing first, i would like to say that
MY EYES ARE SUPER SMALLLLL!
grrr~
just look at all the pictures in facebook when we took during the chalet.
walaoooo! when i smile, my eyes NO MORE.
ROAR.
screams and jumps around in circles*
fuming*
arah, haha. nahmind

and huishia put 18 kisses on my phone! :D
haha, one day one kiss :P
but like very packed lor, the screen, it seems. HAHA :D

anyway, tomorrow go 拜年, which is like so yay-ing fast? haha.
but good thing is angbaos! WEEE~
:)

5 more days to which school we will be posted to. wow, haha.
cool~

i just think that human beings are so, you know, greedy.
like, always wanting more for everything.
taking things for granted, wanting more than needed, then later regretting it when they missed it.
well well, kind of guilty cause i fall in all of that category too :(
ohh well, maybe that's human nature? who knows?
thinks*
or maybe it's just how they think and react to situations that happen to them.
ouch.

lion dance music heard somewhere near.
kinda cool.
:D

oh well, it's a new year now, so all those troubles will be thrown far away from us.
everyone stay happy and healthy k :D
well, i think new year's resoultion wont help much for a lazy bum like me, so forget it :D
hehehe :P

i seriously hope i have got nothing on on wednesday which will not allow me to go sentosa.
prays*
hello?! HOT GUYS LEHHH!
melvin's nigel will be there too( i hope), so another hot guy for stella to see.
aiiyoh, guys, dont worry, sure got babes one :P
and hope the house visiting will be successful.
so clarence, send together with the sentosa thingy! :D
u organise k :D
first stop, yikun's house, then ah hwee's. HAHA :D
(ah hwee does sounds old, huishia, haha! :P)

so much to say, but better not say.
haha :D
let down the stone of your heart.

happy new year again!
see this, man :D
hehehe :P
winks*

pain.

1.26 AM

2009-01-24T09:13:00.000-08:00

wahhhhhhh!
screams*
mr boo's from imperial college!
AHHHHHH!
AHHHH! screams again*
MRRR BOOOO! TEACH ME PHYSICS!
mr boo from imperial college, then mr yap from VJ, wah, wah, wah.
go yunkay's blog to seeee! AHHHH!
i feel sooo high~
HAHA! :D:D

anyway, its new years eve already, but then like no festive mood.
this year's CNY's kinda fast, like after 2008 suddenly its already 2009 CNY somemore. haha.
wow.
the good thing is can eat, and take angbaos. MUAHAHAHA~

yay, can eat eat eat. HAHA! :D
yes, im fat nowwwwwww.
fat fat fat* HAHA!

wednesday going sentosa so pleaseeeee have nothing on on that dayy.
then thur might be house visiting, so MUAHAHAHA~
huishia.. we targetting ur house ahhh~ HAHAHAHA! :P

yum yum~
i can imagine how i will eat tomorrow during steamboat.
roarrr.
i will devour every single thing i can see on the tablee ahhhhh! HAHAHAHA
oops*

anyway,
IM SOOOOO HAPPPYYY! :D
hehe :)
so high nowww~

close.eyes.
think.you.
:)
love.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
take care and all the best to everyone! :D

cheesem~

1.21 AM

2009-01-23T08:50:00.001-08:00

weeee~
today went back to BV and 和老师拜年.
lols, then when i presented the teachers with orange the others like shocked that i really go back to school and 拜年.
haha, if not then wad? haha, anytime can go back school talk to teacher mah, now is go give oranges :D

stayed at BV till 1 plus and left the rest talking to ms goh.
wanted to go home with mao quan but then he on the bus already :X
nahmind, next time go lunch together hor, you! haha

then left uncle, john gor gor, ah siao, jess, sokyee, kexin hongye, yunkay and zizing for orchard, cinneleisure.
wahh, cant ask the guys for direction one.
i sms clarence, and he replied when i was reaching cinneleisure.
haha.
kim and fiona went back when i went there, cause fiona had to catch a plane. haha :D
katerina came today, rare guest. HAHA :D
hello! :D

before watching movie, went KFC to look for gor. pink shirt somemore. AHHHH, HOT PINKK! faints* haha! :D

then went to watch inkheart which is super nicee.
at some times, things will scare you which will heighten the tension :/
kinda scary.
and ah, got hot guys in the show.
stella was screaming for the guy with 6 packs! :D ( spell correct or not?! :/ )
the cinema like our grandfather's, all laugh like crazy, especially me and stella. HAHAHA!
scream and shout and laugh like no one's business, and all the rest complained and asked us to SHHH. haha.

then went starbucks, after a long time of direction-less walking.
clarence lah, want to go to plaza sing dont want say, make us walk! :X
AHHHH~
roar. haha
then crapped at starbucks again, total fun.
we bully ernest again with the sniffing*
maybe he will be so irritated lor, haha.
now i scared. HAHA! :D

then we bully someone again. LOL
kinda mean but then.. haiiyah, dunno leh.
dilemma. HAHA :X
sorrryy!

off home on bus which is soooo long..
slept on the bus, so cool :D

major headache out of nowhere just now and felt so much like dying :/
ahhhhhh~

sentosa tomorrow cancelled.
sorry mel, i cant see hot guys anymoreee! :(
so sad.
and i cant see ur friend too :(
LOL!
:)

tada~
stop inter-changing your name lahh!
haha.
you are you, okay. HAHA :D

love, love :D
hehehe :P

kids; silly,
untouched crayons.

1.15 AM

2009-01-22T07:22:00.000-08:00

haha, today got gathering at jesslyn's house
first thing we did was to chiong her guitar hero. haha :)
now got drum set, and another guitar.
(bet dion will be super happy to see that drum set next time! :D)
hahahaha~

celebrated dear's belated birthday with a mini cake.
:)
gave her a letter too :D weee~

eat until very very full. haha :D
and the food there very nice.
i was wet! :X
the water there lah, so bad one.
i thought the water will fly up, but forgot it will land down.
:X
AHHHHH~
then landed on me, and i got wet. grrrr~
the pool water also very cold ~~

then played blackjack haha, and then i sang.
ROARR.
ask them about my singing.
im so sure they will applause for me. WAHAHAHAHA~
(if u believe)
HEHE.

tomorrow i CNY celebration! :D:D
going back BV and then KHS haha :)

still dont believe me :(
sulks*
love you, hehe :D

joy.

12.19 AM

2009-01-21T07:20:00.000-08:00

ahhhh~ uncle, im sorry.
i was multi tasking, and i failed :X
so didnt really reply when u talked just now on the phone :(
sorry.

anyway, today went out to pasir ris park with uncle, john gor gor and poh ling.
poh ling's both john gor gor and uncle's primary school friend.
such a nice person, haha :)
really.
had a fun day today looking at horses and ponies, and then we went to relieve our childhood again by playing at the playground. haha :D
but scared i fall down so i didnt really climb as much as they did.
then as poh ling needed to go TP for interview, we went to downtown to eat KFC.
this reminded me of the second day of chalet, went to the same KFC haha :D

then after that went back to BV for fun, lols.
met lots of teacher and greeted them, talked to them.
like felt so young again please. haha.
laughed and remembered sec 4 life again which is soooo OMGNHDJKSNDKDA COOL. haha
:D

ended my day by observing my sis wearing contacts in parkway.
tsk, she took 2 hours to wear can..
still say me.. haha! :P
bought ______ and hope _____ likes it. haha :D
LOL.

tomorrow going to jess's house for some gathering.
supposedly to be potluck, but now must pay money.
sobs sobs :(
$$$ fly away... ahh~
:D
hehe.

where are youuu :(
sobs sobs*
missya.
hehe :)
weee~

11-8

11.37 PM

2009-01-20T07:20:00.000-08:00

ah yes.
today was a long journey to jurong and then to choa chu kang.
got spitting headache on the car and this WEE-NESS message made me jump :D
yayy! :)
haha, yayyy! so happy :D
jumps up and down and screams*
love.

tomorrow going out with uncle and john gor gor to meet uncle's friend haha. ;O
soooo ma fun lor, they all.
change plan here and there.
bangs head* haha.
and tomorrow must wake up early somemore :X
ahhhhh~
im totally sure that i dont want to go shopping with uncle, im serious, seriously serious.
haha! :)
sorry unclee! see tomorrow how k! :D

so please spare my tagboard, uncle and mr DONKEY KONG.
like trust darwin to think of that name, haha.
and hello?!
dont drag jervin into everything okay! haha.

anyway, i loveeee dancing king.
hahaha.
lols :P

and yes, i feel bad :P
hymph~
you got hot girls with you :(
haha.

weeee, the first message makes the world go rounddddd :D:D
so happyyy :):)
hehehe.
miss and love ya~
jumps around the room with my phone*

love.
11.31 PM

2009-01-19T09:15:00.000-08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answer in their blog.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person who they were tagged by
C. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people

1. What have you been doing recently?
- blog hopping, laughing, msn-ing, waiting
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- yeah, once.
3. What happened at 10 am today?
- eating noodles :)
4. When did you last cry?
- D day?
5. Believe in fate/destiny?
- sort of.
6. What do you want in your life now?
- good results, health, millions of happiness, hehe.
7. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
- no
8. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- nah
9. What was the last movie you caught?
- BOLT i guess.
10. Does the person you like knows that you like him/her?
- hah.
11. Who always makes you laugh?
- like everyone? or maybe the other way round, haha.
12. Do you speak languages other than english?
- yeah.
13. Favourite website(s)?
- facebook? lols, i got no life, duh~
14. What are you doing tomorrow?
- go out with mum, haha.
15. What do you think you are like?
- self description? save it.
16. Who will you choose to die with?
- with my glass coffin, thank you -.-
17. Where have you been today?
- kallang netball centre and chalet :D
18. What game do you play often?
- pet society (nice okay... haha!)
19. Who are you missing right now?
- for me to know and for you to find out~~
20. If you have to choose between a friend and a lover, who will you choose?
- both, both, both.
21. What are you doing right now?
- doing the quiz? lols
22. Which primary school were you from?
- KONG HWA :)
23. Name three colours you like.
- red, red, and still red. lols
24. What emotion do you like to show?
- spastic and gay smile :D (cheeseeeee*)
25. What is life to you?
- fun-filled, laughter, love :)
26. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- let nature takes it course. let the wind blow it far far away.
27. Who did you last chat with on msn today?
- cally wong, my lady boss. MUAHAHAHA~
28. Who do you admire the most?
- everyone who's admirable. hehe :P
29. Which month are you born in?
- november
30. How are you feeling right now?
- not high, not low.
31. What is the time now?
- 1.31 AM
32. Your opinion on the person who tagged you.
- sorry, i very kaypoh. i blog-hopped and saw got quiz so i do. lols.
33. What colour do you like to dye your hair?
- i dont want hair cancer :X
34. Why are you doing this test?
- nothing to do, haha.
35. What do you do when you're moody?
- 'you will get it'
36. At which stage do you wish to get married?
- when i am successful :)
37. Who is closer to you?
- family?
38. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
- i will write everyone a letter, telling them how muh i love them :D
39. Who is/are the people/person you trust the most?
- family :D
40. Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
-i did saw, i dont have to believe.
41. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
- i want another 100 wishes. haha. this sentence sounds so familiar. haha :P
42. What is your goal for this year?
- the list goes on*
43. Do you believe in eternity love?
- i supposed to, if i really get married and live as long as my hubby in the future. haha.
44. What feeling do you love the most?
- happy?
45. What feeling do you hate the most?
-sian-ed feeling -.-
46. Do you really think it's global warming now?
- look at the surroundings and u will understand if it really is. lols.
47.Do you like doing quizzes?
- yeah, thats why im typing now. haha.
48. Do you believe in gods?
-yeah
49. Who cares for you the most?
-family
50. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- family, friends, humans.
51. What will you bring when you fight?
- tissue paper. lols :X

quizzes for sian-ing people like me.
lets go check if my face is red :X
LOL! :P
haha.

1.36 AM

2009-01-19T08:35:00.001-08:00

wahhhhhh, tummy grumbling.
hope i wont puke or 大便 like crazy can liao.
whatever drinks we have, we all mix like i-dont-know-wad, and then must drink half cup of that drink somemore :X
ahhhhh~
and guess what, i left my shrooms burger in the chalet.
AHHHHH!
nahmind, for the guys to eat.

ernest is falling :/
LOL.
please save him. HAHA.
and clarence's himalayas(?) were almost erupting. HAHA.
wow. haha :P
take careeeee horrr. HAHA! :P

today went back to chalet again, haha.
all the other girls never go back one, only got joey, yeeyin and me.
then amanda joined us later at KFC, and we crapped again.
i guess yesterday was nice, cause after i left they played truth or dare and ernest kena the double dare by jiang jiang (gasp*)
smells hair*
breathes*
OMGGG!
i missed the fun mannn! HAHA :)
ahhh~ haha.

i shall hereby announce that YEO HONG LIANG will go to KHS for CNY celebrations.
(no lah, haha, i make up one :P)
yucks, gor promised to come today one.. in te end say cannot.
AHHHHH~
promises dont count HUH HUH HUH?!
haha.
nahmind lah, next time k.
make sure we see you hor, haha
or else when we play truth or dare you mati! HAHAHAHAHA! :P

ah yah yes, cause they all went back home to rest early in the morning, i could atually go to juniors' match at kallang.
haha, so coool~ i felt so young again.
and 世界真是小小小. it turns out that my sister's assistant coach was our school's coach.
faints*
haha. like so unbelievable lah! HAHA
but very nice lah haha :D

i lost 45 cents okay...
roar.
haha.

okay, so tomorrow is an off for me.
then wed might go out eat with uncle.
PLEASE UNCLE, no yuki-yaki okay.
can we have pasta mania instead? HEHE.
meeting ahem*pplahem*. MUAHAHAHA
:P
kidding lah, haha.

then thur got potluck with the class, and i hope most of them will attend, please please.
so long never see each other's face, kinda miss you all haha :D
so jesslyn's house it shall beeee! :D haha! :)

then friday is CNY celebrations!
OMG* haha
yes, we should scream, really.
so first stop is BV then KHS.
haha :)
make sure we all go back together as a group okay!
(for both) HAHA! :D

wuthering heights is OMG.
serious. HAHA.

yes, the song is nice, uncle.
but most importantly, is the lyrics that's nice hor. haha.
and ah, my taste is always good okay! HAHA :P
i just find the lyrics very nice,
especially the chorus part. haha.
suitable. muahahaha~

miss you like
weeeeee~
really, haha.
but i cant see you.. :(
sulks*
love :D

keep
our love :)

12.50 AM

2009-01-18T10:31:00.000-08:00

tonight.mp3 - fm static

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
Here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
And how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
Not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

nice song, just found out.
haha :P

2.35 AM

2009-01-18T08:02:00.000-08:00

muahahahaha~
im back :D
hehe.
think tomorrow going back again! haha :)

okay, kind of cool today.
like almost half the 6/4 class went there, haha. yayyyy!
haha :D
nice nice, haha! :D

ten thousand million misses
haha :)
are you okay now? :)
love :D

hello~
i missyou :D
hehe

12.22 AM

2009-01-17T10:32:00.000-08:00

uncle is such an ass.
drag john gor gor to me:X
ewhhhh~
want john gor gor still shy shy say he dont want..
uncle, 你真是的. 哈哈.
:P
kidding only lah haha.

then also talk about 蔡老师. so funny please. haha
lols.

tomorrow going chalet just one day, haha.
ahhh~
huishia dont angryyy! :(
so sad :(

ah yes, i have something in my mind which will be OMGHSJKDJKSNDKSD! haha.
hmm, maybe i can do that, which will be soooo super cool pls?! HAHA :)
DEAR! i shall meet up with you one day k! HAHA! :)

sulks*
why always cant see you one :(
so sad.
nahmind,
haha,
miss you like OMG LAH.
HAHA.
:D

ah yes, chinese new year is here. yum yum~
nice food and angbaos awaiting meeee :)
dont care if im fat liao, forget it hah :D

miss you like i dont know
how to say
haha :D

freckles~
2.40 AM

2009-01-16T08:13:00.000-08:00

ooooh.
no no to stay over. haha.
maybe bah. haha.
might go one day to chalet only.

anyway, 19th seeing juniors, so yeah, see how k :D
sorry :(
i will try to make it k, clarence! :)

ahh, so where are you?
i cant find you :(
sulks*

misses :D

12.15 AM

2009-01-16T02:23:00.000-08:00

ooooohhhh~
it's 16 hours and 23 mins later now!
HAHA.
:)
(6.23 PM)

can u all like believe that chinese new year is just OMGHDJFNHSHBJDHBSHBDB few days left?!
WAHAHAHAHA~
im so going to people's house and pai nian and get angbaos. MUAHAHAHA~
coool :D
i likeee :D

18 to 20 got chalet, and must pay 30 bucks.
sobs sobs. hope mum will help me pay or else i have to use my own money till my pocket got hole :X AHHHHHHH.
dont really know where's the place yet, but yeah, ask clarence if anyone of u guys need extra info. haha.
maybe i shall bring my 2 year old plus plus lappy go :D

went to see juniors' tournament at kallang.
KAORI TOH KEEPS COMPLAINING ABOUT HER ASS GETTING HOT after sitting down on the hot floor.
feel like smacking her. haha.
she made me pay for her prosperity burger... tsk tsk.
nahmind, at least better than some sushi treat which will definetely be super expensive-er. LOL.
HAHA! :D
anyway, we change coach already, and this coach very fierce :/
even i also scared . HAHA. :)

well well, no one online one :(
so sad :(

HOT werewolf or the COOL vampire?
haha :D
dont care, dont care.
think be human better. haha :D
right right? :)
miss youuu lah;
truckloads.
haha :)
oooohhhh~

weeee~
i shall wait at night :D
yay! :D

hummingbirds

6.34 PM

2009-01-15T08:54:00.000-08:00

oooohhhh~
here comes sadness, gushing towards me.
ahhhhhhhhh~~~

carry on with plan 2.
YAY! :)

so tears will roll down
when no one's knowing.
dont cry ah :D
haha.
love and miss ya:)

ouch.

12.59 PM

2009-01-15T00:01:00.000-08:00

everyone is like having a hard time to choooose their choices :X
tsk tsk.
all our marks all 不上不下 one, so horrible. HAHA.

keith yau is sooooo mean.
conspired with darwin to tricked me telling me his flight is 430 PM!!
faints*
almost wanted to chiong out of house and call people telling them to go airport.
HAHA.

weeeeeee~
wad to do now?
now the thing im scared is i want the school but the school dont want me.
LOL.
sighs*

:(
huhhhhhhh.
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
ohhhhhh,
miss youuuuuu~

loosen retainers:/

3.42 PM

2009-01-14T05:30:00.001-08:00

YAY!!!! :D
sooo happppyyyyy :D
no d! :):)
yayyyyy!
jumps around the room*
HAHA! :)

you are the best lahhhh~ hahahaha! :D

yayyyyy! :)

9.31 PM

2009-01-14T02:53:00.000-08:00

oooo?
gor angry now...
OOPS.
uhoh*
and then i go disturb him :X
so clever lah hor? LOL
:(

just came back after eating.
bloated :X
burp*

anyway,
dont care, dont care.
I WANT!
haha.
please lah :(

oooooh~
missyou! :D

random post:/
tsk.

6.55 PM

2009-01-14T00:01:00.000-08:00

guess this is like winter in other countries.
maybe snow flakes are twirling with the wind in other countries.
(hmm, maybe seattle huh LOL.)
muahaha.
like so windyyy lahhhhh~ haha

speaking of seattle, it reminds me of edward cullen.
gasp*
maybe i should go warn dion about vampires in seattle! MUAHAHAHAH~
lols.

darwin is going to london to meet hot girls tomorrow i guess.
and who wants to see him off, tell me k!
then we go together!! HAHA! :)

sorrows are drownED(past tense huh, HAHA),
so make sure it never ever floats up again.
okay?
1,2,3.
set! hook fingers*
:)

melvin's at st andrew's open house i guess?
haha.
i want the shoeeebagggg! HAHA.
anyway, yesterday went to TJ and NYJC open house.
we saw jervin seow at TJ.
dunno wads with uncle they all, all talk rubbish -.-
LOL.
afte NYJC open house went to ECP to bowl.
cool~
didnt strike but spare-d some. lols :)
but good u know.. 100 plus points for the first game. very goood :D
muahahahaha~

fluuuuuu, block nose and ears.
wow. lols haha.
:D

oh yeah, and ah, my sis said her netball teacher was in charge of us for invigilation for O levels. HAHA
she remembered 4E1 '08 bcas of our BROWN CLASS JACKET!
MUAHAHAHAHA! :):)
cool right? now im soooooo proud of my brown jacket.
i hope the other 4/1's will be proud as well! :D
im soooo happy! haha.
anyway, thank you dion, keith, rachel, chengwei, cally, darwin for the designs and the jacket stuff.
most of all, thank you all 4E1 students who helped us to make this class jacket possible! :):)
SOOOO HAPPY! SOOOOO ESTATIC! SOOOO ELATED! :D:D
WEEEE~

miss you lah.
dont care.
HAHA! :)

weee~

12.45 PM

2009-01-12T02:10:00.001-08:00

ahhhhh, major headache.
plus got sore throat, and feeling a little HOT.
YEAH, HOT HOT.
whatever hot u all thinking.. ROAR. haha

shall compromise a little.
MUAHAHAHA.

i shall rest.

dead.

6.12 PM

2009-01-11T08:09:00.000-08:00

weeee~

second day of worrrrkkk. haha :)

legs not that tired lah, due to trainings. haha :D

OMFFFFF! JEREMY CHUA WHERE ARE YOU!??!

dont go around scaring people! where are youuuuuu!?

faints*

he wasnt there with us when we were at the control station.

dang dang.

SO WHEREEEE WEREEEE YOUUUUU?!

rawr.

you are right.

really.

well, i was thinking if we could just push back?

like delaying till i-dont-know-when.'

can we, can we? haha.

tsk. i dont know.

u decide k.

immmmm fineeeeeeeeeeee with anything.

haha

:)

results tomorrow. haha.

:):)

and,

happy brithday to RACHEL TAY! :)

muahahaha.

JEREMY CHUA, WHERE ARE YOU NOW?!

faints*

REPLY ME OKAYYYYY!

sighs*

listen to you

12.17 AM

2009-01-09T07:33:00.000-08:00

i just think CELAB is a nice name.
Jodi Picoult's Perfect Match sounds cool :)
patrick reminds me of sponge bob square pants, which reminds me of topshop, which reminds me of the spongebob shirt that i hope will be unisex, which reminds me of marina....
well, the list could go on and on after marina. haha

going to work tomorrow.
thank you uncle for helpingggg! :D
or else i will rot at home in the afternoon :X
but then, i will be working myself :(
nahmind :):) haha.

you are worth more than millions you know;
you should know that you are,
always.
:)

no doubt,
love

11.48 PM

2009-01-08T07:23:00.000-08:00

haha, went to poly open houses today.
intended to go 2 only, but end up, all of us went for four.
kinda squeeze the 3 day event to a one day one. HAHA.
cooool~

ask jervin along as well. haha
so yeah, 8 of us together, with uncle lah, john gor gor, jess, chengwei, hyder, weijie and me.
haha.
walk until legs pain, until EZ link want to no money :X
so clever lah. haha

overall, its a fun filled day together. haha.
we were like going all over singapore, so it's sooooooo cool. haha :)
bought some dunno what thingy for my phone.
looks tempting for me, so i bought it at nanyang poly.
and speaking of nanyang poly, i would officially like to smack jonah seow. LOL
HE PRETEND NOT TO ANSWER WHEN I CALLED HIM.
ROAR!
well, but his friends all funny funny one, thats good~
HAHA. :P

weeeeee~
nahmind lah, uncle.
just go work lah.
thank you sooooooo much :)
haha! :D

chengwei is such an ass.
he said darwin isnt coming back to sg at first, then subsequently saying that he is :X
awh man.
faints*
sighs*

hello, my baby :)
(suddenly remember the 东方之珠's song. haha)
i miss you
soooooo sooooo sooooooo much.
so cheesy, but who cares. haha :P

far

11.51 PM

2009-01-07T07:08:00.000-08:00

coooooool~

results on the 12th.

wahahahaha.

we were like discussing it while having lunch when the dates will be out or something.

and yeah, aston's ceiling came crumpling down when we went in and made a lot a lot of noise :X

even kim's friend had to shutus up a few times.

wow. haha! :)

went to astons with 6/4 people to have lunch :)

first, we were supposed to meet at parkway macs.

and yay! i was the first to arrive. so proud of myself. pats myself on the shoulder*

haha! :)

yikun ah, tsk tsk, reach liao dont want go macs sit with me.

i feeeeeeeel so sad :(

anyway, kim and fiona came and accompany me first, then huishia and jem haha.

as usual, jervin seow is always lateeee (and i hope he sees this) haha, so he met us at astons himself.

well, we expected joey and clarence to come holding hands or something, but then they didnt. HAHA. :)

laughed and eat at the same time.

we were talking about the past.

like 5 years ago issues that were unsettled, and even things when we were pri 3 and 4. haha.

funny incidents were remembered, so we laughed till the windows cracked and probably the manager of astons wished to send us out but couldnt :X

haha.

then went parkway arcade to play, for freeeeee. haha

so cool! ;)

jervin and clarence treated us, and the car racing sucks totally :/

advanced one so tough. i was the last and felt soooooo demoralised. haha!

i swear all of them are goooooood finders. they are soooo observant please.

they can spot missing things, but i couldnt :X

huishia, u pro. haha :)

wanted to go watch movie but all at 9 plus one. lols!

so walked walked and sat at starbucks talking crap again. haha

dunno wad 'spear' and then 'tau pok'

then still got justin throwing javelin and then hit the girl's shoulders.

still got another one is the bone jutting out. OMGGGG!

faints*

haiyah, still thought can see gor gor if i go open house tomorrow.

sighs* but hr will not be in school, so nahmind lah haha.

like ten thousand years never see him already! haha

maybe should go changi airport and see him one day :)

weeeee~ haha

thank you gor gor! :D

just like when a withering flower which

needs water,

i need you.

where are you? :)

just believe :D

11.34 PM

2009-01-06T08:52:00.000-08:00

ah yes,
let's thank cally wong,
for giving me belated birthday and christmas gifts!
YAY!
claps hands*
haha!
:)

thank youuuuuu. haha!
:D
i love them sooooo much. HAHA! :D

hipeeee~

12.56 AM

2009-01-06T08:02:00.001-08:00

weeeee~ 200th post! :D
merry xmas! :):)
twist twist*
haha! :D

ah yes, today went to swensens haha.
didnt really makan main courses though, all of them ate side dishes :X
so, i stuffed myself with swensens delicious 'sticky choco' icecream.
yum yum~
although cold but at least yay! get to eat icecream :D
haha!

and yay!
i went to the roof top @ esplanade ahhhhh~ haha
woohooo~
well, never been there before.
the grass so soft and green, the scenery anticipating, breath taking.
breathes in fresh air :)

took a lot of random pictures using pro-ness cameras.
muhahaha~
and hello?!
i am the subject and focus okay!
haha! :D
coool!
:)

well well, went late as usual. haha
talked to uncle on the phone before leaving my house. haha
:)
weeee-ness uncle to the maxxxx! HAHA! :D

fattening icecream :X
haha! :)

sulking all the way :(
are u serious? :(

caramel eyes

12.15 AM

2009-01-05T07:19:00.000-08:00

突然好想你 - 五月天

【突然好想你】
词曲：阿信

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终于让自已属于我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你你会在哪里过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那么甜那么美那么相信那么疯那么热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经決心自己过
沒有你却又突然听到你的消息

nice one :)

11.26 PM

2009-01-05T02:12:00.000-08:00

tearful, romantic movies are the perfect companion with rainy, cloudy days.
im sure.
totally sure.
it fits just fine, exactly the feeling that everyone will have when watching tearful movies:)

im going to rewatch titanic again.
weeeee~
yeah, if you can die with your loved ones with you, i guess it's a blessing?
till the end,
never letting go.
loyalty, happiness, sadness, jealousy, freedom, death, love, love, and still love.
love just revolves around titanic. love.
seems like it's sort of like a 'to death do us part' thing.
'u jump, i jump. u survive, i survive. u leave the world, and i will follow you'
'i will listen to you, my dear'
and she wants to survive, cause he said 'you have to live, and have a family, babies, and living happily'

heart-warming.

not ignoring, i promise.
hook fingers*
:)

yeah, and if my love showers on you like a thunderstorm, what you gonna do?
take brolly?
hide in shelter?
or just let it pour down on you, no matter what?

hehe :D

and, melvin, you should write that in facebook.
you should.
and im going to laugh at you. haha!
panda dude! :P

'love you like no other'
movie should have said that

6.35 PM

2009-01-04T08:35:00.000-08:00

i shall sob and cry the whole day in a corner :(
im
depressed
dejected
devastated
de...
de...
de....
am i living in self denial?
sulks*

all the DE's :(

12.38 AM

2009-01-04T07:41:00.000-08:00

went to watch MAYDAY concert at stadium green @ indoor stadium. haha
coooool!
first time LIVE concert, with rock, band and pop songs :)
weeee~ so cool! :D

things go high when all the rock and HIGH songs came in.
jump jump jump like mad people! haha :D

well, im so happy that im able to go such coooool concert.
got go concert before, but all smoothing music ones.
Chinese Orchestra lah, BV enchanting moments.. no rock ones. haha.
not even one where u can jump with the song. haha!:D

i feel like watching break out :)
seems cool, haha.
ive got the idea of whats going on already, and felt like watching. haha!

:)

12.13 AM

2009-01-03T00:26:00.000-08:00

couldnt help bursting out laughing when i saw the video uncle uploaded in facebook.
HAHAHAHA!
its super hilarious!
its the one which hyder took video of us when we went to army open house.
took video on our way there and back. haha

dunno who suck who, and dunno what 'in out in out'
AH JOHN GOR GOR AG! u still say u like that! ;O haha! :D

you all should see ________'s face ( dunno which teacher, i forgot the name liao)
haha!
she was like feeling disgusted that we made fun, shouted and screamed into the video cam in public.
haha! :)

the last part even better.
like weijie and john wanna seek revenge (to touch one another) haha!
wow. i wasnt involved cause i was in front sleeping, and i remembered my bag was spoilt that day :(
haha! nahmind! :)

fun-filled days in the past with you guys are unforgettable.
sick horny jokes are still the best.
u see, even uncle still said 'CUM CUM'
haha, wow, uncle. haha!
:P

UNCLE! send me the videooo! :):)

its so cool to keep sth like that;
forever.
haha
:)

fresh air~

4.33 PM

2009-01-02T03:13:00.000-08:00

weeeee~
i shall wait for youuuuuuu!
dont angry k.
haha! :D

to 6/4 people!
ive uploadee pictures that u guys wanted in facebook already, so feel free to go grab the ones that have ur pretty face in! :)
have fun looking throught them and the pictures that our pro-est photographer huishia took for us!
:D
haha!
(see, huishia, i promoting you leh. you must be happy huh! haha :D)

and ah, stella's song in her blog makes me think of what i did for christmas this year and last year. hoho~
hmm, how to say...
aiiyah, nahmind. haha! :D

anyway, i shall see you later! :) \ooooooooooooooo/
okie dokie?
pray, hope that can see you.
:)

weeeeee-ness

7.16 PM

2009-01-02T00:01:00.000-08:00

.........
know what, im in the midst of uploading the pictures stella and huishia wants....

with difficulty:(

bangs head*
i have to be lucky to be able to upload it into my lappy :( sighs*
so ive gotta wait! :D

wow!
ZONG YANG WISHED ME HAPPY NEW YEAR! ;/
haha, and i wished him too
i was hoping he wont invite me to star gazing :X
MUAHAHAHAHAAHA~
:P

today is the starting of school for my sisters :D
weeeeeeee~
haiyah, nahmind lah, later then i upload :X
hehe~

soooooooooooooo sian one :(
nothing to do now:X
sighs*
suddenly remember of 'heyheys'. lols!
to think i didnt know what huishia they all talking about when one walked past me that day. HAHA.
yah lah, and then i remembered stella suddely out of no where screaming and getting high.
scare me for quite a while. HAHA!
i actually was in the 'stunned' state for quite some time after a while:/ HAHA.
stella, dont scare me like that ah! haha! :D

jervin's msn display picture very cute.
haha. is actually a small little boy with freckles.
animated one lah, not real one.
i feel like pinching him if he's real. HAHA :D

omg! im rotting, serious :X
sooooooooooooooooo siannnnnnnnnnnnnn :(
no one online one :(
sulks*
bangs head on the wall*
kick myself*
roar.

sing with the music~

3.05 PM